ermm..
tak penah lagi aku jumpa senior sesongeh senior senior aku. perempuan laa cuz senior lelaki takde hal sangat.
aku bukan nak persoalkan gender whatsoever tapi pada aku, akak akak kat sini bila ada pengaruh n power sket, mula la jadik 'songeh'. till yesterday nite, dah masuk hampir lima kali pelajar siswi ditahan after selesai solat isyak berjemaah. pastuh mula la nak tego tego. aku tak kisah pasal teguran, jerkah ke hape, tapi aku tak suka kerana nila setitik habis susu sebelanga. paham tak? orang lain buat salah tapi semua dapat. memang la cara nih didik teamwork tapi minggu ni objektifnya bukan teamwork lagipun kat blok, akak akak senior kebanyakannya kerek SIKIT. bukan melayan sangat junior. senyum pun jarang. harap kami yang start. aku nih tak larat nak senyum dah kat semua termasuklah kucing yang selalu lepak depan pintu bilik aku n NaAk.
sorang member lelaki kat sini penah tanya aku, "apsal korang asyik kena tahan je lepas balik dari pusat islam?" aku jawab je laa,"ntahla".
bajet akak akak tuh adalah bising..urm, aku tengok budak lelaki pun ada yang bersembang, tido.
entahlaaa...bila duk kena sembur dek akak akak tuh, aku tetiba rindu kat Sek. Men. Keb. Agama Perempuan Kangar Perlis. sekolah menengah sejak aku form 1 lagikk. rindu kenapa? rindu cuz suasana islamik kat sini tak sama ngan suasana islamik kat sekolah. i miss SMKAP. sering kali gak aku duk ulang kat member member, sekolah aku dulu tak macamni pu. dulu kat sekolah pun kena sembur gakk, lagi terokk, tapi aku tak penah la komplen. kat poli nih aku memang nak komplen.
assignment banyak, dateline assignment pun dalam minggu nih gak, so aku ingat akak akak tuh paham la keadaan rushing nak guna CC, nak siapkan grouping assignment yang memerlukan discussion tuh. tapi bila kena tahan, masa banyak terbuang macam tuh ja. sia sia tau takk.
dahla CC pun tutup pukul 11, same with kafe, tempat yang dibenarkan untuk discussion between siswa n siswi. nak dating pun kat situh laa. bila ditahan, kami dilepaskan almot at ten pm. ada sejam untuk buat semua kerja. tensii wooo..
aku komplen nih sebab aku dah terkena. assignment marketing aku yang boleh disiapkan sebelum pkul 12 terpaksa dihabiskan pada pukul 3.30pagi. cuz, malam tuh, kami siswi ditahan till 10pm lebih.
terkontang kanting aku buat till 3 pagi. tu pun nasib baik NaAk ada laptop. tapi laptop NaAk ni kerap stuck. lagi la tension..
malas dah la ngan kerenah akak akak nih.
urm...terasa cam minggu MSK, tapi truthnya ini minggu kamsis.
entahla, takmo buat akak akak kat sini jadi kak ipar.
songeh...
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
dulu english, now melayu
tukar style la pulak. tak larat nak ber-speaking. terasa kerekk dan poyo la plak.
now, my blog available in malay. hahahhaha
assignment mula bertimbun. selamba ja aku buat assignment marketing malam tadi till 3.30 am. dah la kelas pagi ni start at eight. now, poli buat rules baru. setiap kesalahan disiplin @ pe pe je kesalahan akan dikenakan denda berbentuk bayaran. maximum payment is 50bucks. worrr...jenoh nak bayaq. nak kena buat payment dalam masa 3days lak tuh (klu kena la..)
hehehe.meh aku nak citer bout classmate aku.
kelas aku ada 30 orang ja and diketuai oleh roomate aku, NaAk. tuh yang syok tuh, aku dah la satu bilik, satu course, satu kelas lak tuh ngan roomate aku nih. grouping assignment je mesti kami berdua duk dalam satu group. senang nak wat keja. setakat nih pun, assignment semuanya grouping. assistant monitor ialah keyrul. ustazah pend.islam cukup shayang ngan mamat telinga capang nih. dak nih orang selangor, dulu bekas sekulah agama cam aku, pandai mengalunkan ayat ayat suci Al Quran Kalamullah. tuh yang ustazah kami shayang tuh. aku? ustazah tak tauaku budak sekolah agama gakk. biarla, aku tak suka jadik target dalam kelas. nanti aku cepat grumpy. terasa cam mencapab pun ada.
dalam kelas aku ada 4 je budak lelaki. termasuk la si keyrul tuh. lagi tiga, faizal, fazli n zharif (ayeh). dlam kelas, aku digusipkan ngan fazli cuz kami balik kampung sesama. hahahha
seb bek mamat tuh hensem. tapi dak dak lelaki dalam kelas aku nh suma dah berpunya. so, aku nih ternyata jadi 'makwe' angkat je.
ayeh lak yang paling cute. ramai dak kelas n kursus lain minat kat ayeh n fzli nih cuz dua dua hensem n kiut. hikhikhik. dua dua baik ngan aku. huhuhuhu
aku panggil fazli ngan ayeh 'sayang'. tapi bukan aku sorang je panggil dua dua nih camtuh, NaAk pun terlibat, ema n ada la lagi yang baik ngan 4 orang jejaka idaman kursus pemasaran nih. faizal lak orangnya tinggi. dak penang. lupa nak gitau, ayeh budak pahang. senegeri ngan NaAk. hehehhe. rileks r, 4 mamat nih kawan je ngan aku. aku pun boring gak asyik ngadap muka girls je sejak form 1 dulu. nak gak mencapab ngan budak lelaki hahahhahahha. selambakk ja.
kalau nak list semua budak dlm kelas aku, memang banyak, tak dapat nak describe sorang sorang kat sini. cuz sumanya cam best jee..so, aku listkan la 4 orang mamat bertuah di atas sebab depa ada 4 orang jaa..hehehehe.
i'm waiting like hell now for loan dari ptptn deposit duit loan. ada yg cakap 3ogos, ada yang cakap 5ogos duit masuk. ada yang cakap sebulan lagii.. mak aihh..lamanya bila la loan nak masuk nih?
tadi baru lepas polibriged. aku pun agak keletihan akibat tak culup tido. tapi seronott gak life kat poli ni. seronot tuh tagline pensyarah marketing aku, mr.firdaus. ni sorang lagi, mr.firdaus nih bujng lagi, muda, n of course la hensem. tapi bila dia keluarkan tagline tagline dia tuh, ya Allah, childish lagi pensyarah aku nihh..hahhahaha. dah la minat naruto. tapi dia antara pensyarah yang rapat ngan kelas DPR1A n dia pun cool. walaupun bukan dia P.A kami, tapi kami lebih relax ngan dia. masuk kelas dia pun relax relax.
tak sabar r nak balik cuti midsem nanti. NaAk asyek duk ualng "nak balikk!" kat telinga aku. ye la, dekat tiga minggu tak balik umah, dah la jauuh. aku baru minggu nih tak balik. hehehheh. dapat gak merasa camner orang yang duk jauh tak balik. boleh la tahan teringat kat umah tuh. huhuhuhu.
tak sabar aku nak jumpa member2 aku yang cuti gakk. rindu sehh.
urm, life kat poli ni boleh la tahan selagi takde akak akak yang skema nak mati tuh. tego tego junior, alih alih, dia yang buat kesalahan tuh. agak sengal la gakk.
kat sini penekanan agama agak kuat la. baju kena lebih dari paras punggung for girls and takleh pakai sepipar even pi kafe. pastu attendance ke pusat islam diwajibkan ( x ralat sangat ) tapi yang takleh blah sikit tuh, lepas abeh solat isyakk je, mesti akak2 ajk MSK tuh tahan suma budak tak kira senior or junior pastuh bersongeh songeh n berleter leter. sape laa nak kawen ngan akak akak tuh ye..anda?
budak laki relax je. abg abg ajk MSK tuh tak sebok pun nak tahan2. akak akak ni je banyak songeh. pensyarah pun gitau," kamu jgn amik pot sangat ngan senior2 kamu, depa pun buat salah lebih terokk gak, tapi perasan buat baguih cuz ada jawatan". bukan aku cakap, tapi lecture arrr...
urm..forget that janji jangan kaco idop aku, harta benda aku, duit aku n keja aku dahh.
urm..
nak cakap pe lagi ekk..
nanti la sambung balik.. hehehehe
c ya.
now, my blog available in malay. hahahhaha
assignment mula bertimbun. selamba ja aku buat assignment marketing malam tadi till 3.30 am. dah la kelas pagi ni start at eight. now, poli buat rules baru. setiap kesalahan disiplin @ pe pe je kesalahan akan dikenakan denda berbentuk bayaran. maximum payment is 50bucks. worrr...jenoh nak bayaq. nak kena buat payment dalam masa 3days lak tuh (klu kena la..)
hehehe.meh aku nak citer bout classmate aku.
kelas aku ada 30 orang ja and diketuai oleh roomate aku, NaAk. tuh yang syok tuh, aku dah la satu bilik, satu course, satu kelas lak tuh ngan roomate aku nih. grouping assignment je mesti kami berdua duk dalam satu group. senang nak wat keja. setakat nih pun, assignment semuanya grouping. assistant monitor ialah keyrul. ustazah pend.islam cukup shayang ngan mamat telinga capang nih. dak nih orang selangor, dulu bekas sekulah agama cam aku, pandai mengalunkan ayat ayat suci Al Quran Kalamullah. tuh yang ustazah kami shayang tuh. aku? ustazah tak tauaku budak sekolah agama gakk. biarla, aku tak suka jadik target dalam kelas. nanti aku cepat grumpy. terasa cam mencapab pun ada.
dalam kelas aku ada 4 je budak lelaki. termasuk la si keyrul tuh. lagi tiga, faizal, fazli n zharif (ayeh). dlam kelas, aku digusipkan ngan fazli cuz kami balik kampung sesama. hahahha
seb bek mamat tuh hensem. tapi dak dak lelaki dalam kelas aku nh suma dah berpunya. so, aku nih ternyata jadi 'makwe' angkat je.
ayeh lak yang paling cute. ramai dak kelas n kursus lain minat kat ayeh n fzli nih cuz dua dua hensem n kiut. hikhikhik. dua dua baik ngan aku. huhuhuhu
aku panggil fazli ngan ayeh 'sayang'. tapi bukan aku sorang je panggil dua dua nih camtuh, NaAk pun terlibat, ema n ada la lagi yang baik ngan 4 orang jejaka idaman kursus pemasaran nih. faizal lak orangnya tinggi. dak penang. lupa nak gitau, ayeh budak pahang. senegeri ngan NaAk. hehehhe. rileks r, 4 mamat nih kawan je ngan aku. aku pun boring gak asyik ngadap muka girls je sejak form 1 dulu. nak gak mencapab ngan budak lelaki hahahhahahha. selambakk ja.
kalau nak list semua budak dlm kelas aku, memang banyak, tak dapat nak describe sorang sorang kat sini. cuz sumanya cam best jee..so, aku listkan la 4 orang mamat bertuah di atas sebab depa ada 4 orang jaa..hehehehe.
i'm waiting like hell now for loan dari ptptn deposit duit loan. ada yg cakap 3ogos, ada yang cakap 5ogos duit masuk. ada yang cakap sebulan lagii.. mak aihh..lamanya bila la loan nak masuk nih?
tadi baru lepas polibriged. aku pun agak keletihan akibat tak culup tido. tapi seronott gak life kat poli ni. seronot tuh tagline pensyarah marketing aku, mr.firdaus. ni sorang lagi, mr.firdaus nih bujng lagi, muda, n of course la hensem. tapi bila dia keluarkan tagline tagline dia tuh, ya Allah, childish lagi pensyarah aku nihh..hahhahaha. dah la minat naruto. tapi dia antara pensyarah yang rapat ngan kelas DPR1A n dia pun cool. walaupun bukan dia P.A kami, tapi kami lebih relax ngan dia. masuk kelas dia pun relax relax.
tak sabar r nak balik cuti midsem nanti. NaAk asyek duk ualng "nak balikk!" kat telinga aku. ye la, dekat tiga minggu tak balik umah, dah la jauuh. aku baru minggu nih tak balik. hehehheh. dapat gak merasa camner orang yang duk jauh tak balik. boleh la tahan teringat kat umah tuh. huhuhuhu.
tak sabar aku nak jumpa member2 aku yang cuti gakk. rindu sehh.
urm, life kat poli ni boleh la tahan selagi takde akak akak yang skema nak mati tuh. tego tego junior, alih alih, dia yang buat kesalahan tuh. agak sengal la gakk.
kat sini penekanan agama agak kuat la. baju kena lebih dari paras punggung for girls and takleh pakai sepipar even pi kafe. pastu attendance ke pusat islam diwajibkan ( x ralat sangat ) tapi yang takleh blah sikit tuh, lepas abeh solat isyakk je, mesti akak2 ajk MSK tuh tahan suma budak tak kira senior or junior pastuh bersongeh songeh n berleter leter. sape laa nak kawen ngan akak akak tuh ye..anda?
budak laki relax je. abg abg ajk MSK tuh tak sebok pun nak tahan2. akak akak ni je banyak songeh. pensyarah pun gitau," kamu jgn amik pot sangat ngan senior2 kamu, depa pun buat salah lebih terokk gak, tapi perasan buat baguih cuz ada jawatan". bukan aku cakap, tapi lecture arrr...
urm..forget that janji jangan kaco idop aku, harta benda aku, duit aku n keja aku dahh.
urm..
nak cakap pe lagi ekk..
nanti la sambung balik.. hehehehe
c ya.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
putries!
as i'm not doing anything, (malas nak bukak buku...)
let me tell you a lil bit of this and that of my life..
i'm the youngest one in the family and the only daughter left after my late sister passed away long before i was born.
but first, there is Ayah. his name is Ahmad bin Abdullah. simple right? (how come my name is so long? idk) he was sort of my hero. sort of? well, we fight almost everyday. i'm used to talk back to him whenever he said things to me. (anak derhaka aku nih!) he's turning 57 this year. bornt on october 15th 1951 in kedah, he's now waiting to start his job back as pesuruhjaya sumpah (commissioner, i think). he didnt got his licence just yet. perhaps in august. many people and lots of my friends mistaken him being a chinesemen. my friends thought i'm a half malay half chinese. sometimes i just nodded whenever been asked bout this. (saje je). back then, i 'hate' my ayah so much cuz he used to yell at me. however, there's something that made me realised that he is my Ayah no matter what and he loves me. a neighbour once told me bout how he used to take care of me when i was little and my Mak is working. hearing that made me "i was so stupid to say i 'hate' ayah!". no matter what, I love my Ayah.
then there's Mak. i got to tell you, she's really beautiful even at her age now. she's beautiful to me forever. Tengku Hamidah Mas Abdullah Akhir. that's her name, as pretty as she is. soft,friendly and extremely patient. i love everything about my Mak. she's 58 now and bornt on march 15th 1950. her cooking beats everyone else and i miss Mak so much. back then, i used to sleep with Mak until i turned 13. whenever i'm merajuk, she hugged me. she's the perfect mak ever. i never recall the times she scolded me cuz to me all the times with her is happy hour and never ending sweetness. looking at her face ease my mind instantly. Mak, puteri sayang mak sangat sangat! you're my pillar of my strength, my merry go round, my love, my life!
next, Noor Ariff Ahmad. 33, married and have two kids. ( LaLa and FarFan ) his adorable wife, Kak Nana and him now staying at tampines, singapore. kak nana is from there and abang noikh ( what i call him) working there too. handsome, slightly taller than me, stylo la jugak, fair and caring. he used to be a cartoonist and frankly speaking, his artworks are SUPERBLY CREATIVE. he likes to 'kondem' me and pick up fights with me whenever he calls home. he calls Mak almost everyday. lebih manja dari aku! very friendly. modern type papa but still, he never forgotten about his roots. dalam diam, i respect him. dunno y. hahaha!
my late sis, Puteri Noor Akmar Ahmad. passed away on 1984, i think. high fevered. i never got a chance to know her, but what i can tell, if she's here with us, she'd be a beautiful lady and i'll be having the greatest sister ever. Arwah Kak Kema cantik sangat, and everyone else agree.
second bro, Noor Amin Ahmad 26, handsome, available and single. currently finishing his masters at Uni. Putra Malaysia. my favorite bro of all. likes to bullying me whenever he gets his chance and he's my idol. Abang Amin is the first one in the family got enrolled in university. to me he's true genius. looking up at him motivates me to be like him. he can be serious and funny all at the same time. still searching for the one. so girls, send in your resumes. very focus. i like to tease him 'cicak kobeng', 'loser' with hand gesture to go with it. everytime he got home, i'll become his manicurist and pedicurist. how come? i cant stand seeing his fingernails, and he's so damn lazy. dah la suka sekeh kepala aku, boleh mengong seminggu tau tak!
then, my third bro, Noor Akbar Ahmad. tallest in the family.his face and mine looks slightly the same. 22 and he's ill. not that ill ill, but he's an OKU. (poor him) having seizures and stuffs, he's staying at home with mak and ayah. i never been close enough with him, except naim but sometimes he also can't stand with him. he's hardworking, stubborn, generous and dont know how to lie to people. (well, he's getting better at lying..hahahahha). creative with his works.
well, my last bro, Mohamad Naim Ahmad. 20, cute and stylish. currently studying at Limkokwing University of Creative Technology, taking Animation as his studies. creative just like abang noikh sometimes can be so hilarious that's make him friendly plus quite loaded. currently living with abang amin. he works hard to get what he wants and his networking makes me jealous. he said i always get the things that i want but to me, he had the things that i want. he takes care of me whenever he's home and always pick up fights with me. he used to walk with me till i get to my tuition centre, (which mean he's caring instead not) or even go out and bought me reload cards and burgers. sometimes he annoys me so much that i cant stand him, but without him i felt quite boring.
lastly, ME.
manja, mengada-ngada, ketegaq dan lain lain. hahahhahah=p
so, that's all.
till then
got PI and English classes tomorrow.
putries.
let me tell you a lil bit of this and that of my life..
i'm the youngest one in the family and the only daughter left after my late sister passed away long before i was born.
but first, there is Ayah. his name is Ahmad bin Abdullah. simple right? (how come my name is so long? idk) he was sort of my hero. sort of? well, we fight almost everyday. i'm used to talk back to him whenever he said things to me. (anak derhaka aku nih!) he's turning 57 this year. bornt on october 15th 1951 in kedah, he's now waiting to start his job back as pesuruhjaya sumpah (commissioner, i think). he didnt got his licence just yet. perhaps in august. many people and lots of my friends mistaken him being a chinesemen. my friends thought i'm a half malay half chinese. sometimes i just nodded whenever been asked bout this. (saje je). back then, i 'hate' my ayah so much cuz he used to yell at me. however, there's something that made me realised that he is my Ayah no matter what and he loves me. a neighbour once told me bout how he used to take care of me when i was little and my Mak is working. hearing that made me "i was so stupid to say i 'hate' ayah!". no matter what, I love my Ayah.
then there's Mak. i got to tell you, she's really beautiful even at her age now. she's beautiful to me forever. Tengku Hamidah Mas Abdullah Akhir. that's her name, as pretty as she is. soft,friendly and extremely patient. i love everything about my Mak. she's 58 now and bornt on march 15th 1950. her cooking beats everyone else and i miss Mak so much. back then, i used to sleep with Mak until i turned 13. whenever i'm merajuk, she hugged me. she's the perfect mak ever. i never recall the times she scolded me cuz to me all the times with her is happy hour and never ending sweetness. looking at her face ease my mind instantly. Mak, puteri sayang mak sangat sangat! you're my pillar of my strength, my merry go round, my love, my life!
next, Noor Ariff Ahmad. 33, married and have two kids. ( LaLa and FarFan ) his adorable wife, Kak Nana and him now staying at tampines, singapore. kak nana is from there and abang noikh ( what i call him) working there too. handsome, slightly taller than me, stylo la jugak, fair and caring. he used to be a cartoonist and frankly speaking, his artworks are SUPERBLY CREATIVE. he likes to 'kondem' me and pick up fights with me whenever he calls home. he calls Mak almost everyday. lebih manja dari aku! very friendly. modern type papa but still, he never forgotten about his roots. dalam diam, i respect him. dunno y. hahaha!
my late sis, Puteri Noor Akmar Ahmad. passed away on 1984, i think. high fevered. i never got a chance to know her, but what i can tell, if she's here with us, she'd be a beautiful lady and i'll be having the greatest sister ever. Arwah Kak Kema cantik sangat, and everyone else agree.
second bro, Noor Amin Ahmad 26, handsome, available and single. currently finishing his masters at Uni. Putra Malaysia. my favorite bro of all. likes to bullying me whenever he gets his chance and he's my idol. Abang Amin is the first one in the family got enrolled in university. to me he's true genius. looking up at him motivates me to be like him. he can be serious and funny all at the same time. still searching for the one. so girls, send in your resumes. very focus. i like to tease him 'cicak kobeng', 'loser' with hand gesture to go with it. everytime he got home, i'll become his manicurist and pedicurist. how come? i cant stand seeing his fingernails, and he's so damn lazy. dah la suka sekeh kepala aku, boleh mengong seminggu tau tak!
then, my third bro, Noor Akbar Ahmad. tallest in the family.his face and mine looks slightly the same. 22 and he's ill. not that ill ill, but he's an OKU. (poor him) having seizures and stuffs, he's staying at home with mak and ayah. i never been close enough with him, except naim but sometimes he also can't stand with him. he's hardworking, stubborn, generous and dont know how to lie to people. (well, he's getting better at lying..hahahahha). creative with his works.
well, my last bro, Mohamad Naim Ahmad. 20, cute and stylish. currently studying at Limkokwing University of Creative Technology, taking Animation as his studies. creative just like abang noikh sometimes can be so hilarious that's make him friendly plus quite loaded. currently living with abang amin. he works hard to get what he wants and his networking makes me jealous. he said i always get the things that i want but to me, he had the things that i want. he takes care of me whenever he's home and always pick up fights with me. he used to walk with me till i get to my tuition centre, (which mean he's caring instead not) or even go out and bought me reload cards and burgers. sometimes he annoys me so much that i cant stand him, but without him i felt quite boring.
lastly, ME.
manja, mengada-ngada, ketegaq dan lain lain. hahahhahah=p
so, that's all.
till then
got PI and English classes tomorrow.
putries.
Monday, July 21, 2008
akhernya! wireless!
yeahh!
i dont have to wait long enough to return to be an internet addict again!
thanks to my adorable and lovely roommate whom i called NaAk, now i can be on internet all the time here in our room. her mother sent her laptop through a friend of hers whose studying down here in UniKL(MSI). thank god we've wireless here. and lucky for us, our V4 116 (a.k.a room) just right beside our cafeteria which set up broadband, not PTSB wireless network. so, there'll be friendster and myspace EVERYDAY!
i going need to hire an accountant for myself cuz i spent too much on cash flows and its just been merely a month here. belum kira PTPTN nanti. i'm such a pembazir. hahaha. somehow, i love writing in MaNglish ( Malay+English). its like creating our own lingua-franca. err. its 2.30 in the morning now, and i've classes tomorrow. but i'm still wide awake. and NaAk looks like she's in trouble. i dont want to go to bed just yet until she comes in. she's outside now. doing what, talking to someone on the phone maybe. dear mate, hope you're fine. thanx by the way for letting me using the laptop, mate!
i'm still at lost on fundamental accounting. i'm confuse and desperate to learn the basic of accounting in Malay rather than in English. they,(you-know-who) start giving out orders to start teaching 1990's bornt batch in English except for Pendidikan Islam, to all Higher Education Instutes (whether public or private). i was like, ahh.. not english again. although it's my favorite subject in school, but what's in school are TOTALLY COMPLETELY different than in here. the courses textbooks are still in malays but we are required to learn in english and ITS A MUST! COMPULSORY, full stop! both roomate and i agreed that learning in malays quite better than in english cuz we can simply understand our mother-tongue better. sometimes it takes time to look up word in dictionary plus, to understand the whole text that's full with never-will-understand-unless-been-told-bout-it terms. its a struggle for us. i'm catching up. try to adapt myself in this hectic college student life. our free times=assignments,revisions need to be done.
urm.
i'll try my best! redeem what's before this.
i'm missing my buddies!
my mak, ayah, teddy bear, tv clickers,radio, bantal busuk (smelly pillow?), my katil.
i'm missing ******!
its totally different from home. i'm not used living in dormitories or something like that except back then in National Service's period.
so, now, i'm trying to fit in. i'll fit in. just maybe not yet.
spoil-brat. yes i am.
till then,
i'm going to bed
16DPR08F1009
putries!
v4116
study desk
bluweghhh!
i dont have to wait long enough to return to be an internet addict again!
thanks to my adorable and lovely roommate whom i called NaAk, now i can be on internet all the time here in our room. her mother sent her laptop through a friend of hers whose studying down here in UniKL(MSI). thank god we've wireless here. and lucky for us, our V4 116 (a.k.a room) just right beside our cafeteria which set up broadband, not PTSB wireless network. so, there'll be friendster and myspace EVERYDAY!
i going need to hire an accountant for myself cuz i spent too much on cash flows and its just been merely a month here. belum kira PTPTN nanti. i'm such a pembazir. hahaha. somehow, i love writing in MaNglish ( Malay+English). its like creating our own lingua-franca. err. its 2.30 in the morning now, and i've classes tomorrow. but i'm still wide awake. and NaAk looks like she's in trouble. i dont want to go to bed just yet until she comes in. she's outside now. doing what, talking to someone on the phone maybe. dear mate, hope you're fine. thanx by the way for letting me using the laptop, mate!
i'm still at lost on fundamental accounting. i'm confuse and desperate to learn the basic of accounting in Malay rather than in English. they,(you-know-who) start giving out orders to start teaching 1990's bornt batch in English except for Pendidikan Islam, to all Higher Education Instutes (whether public or private). i was like, ahh.. not english again. although it's my favorite subject in school, but what's in school are TOTALLY COMPLETELY different than in here. the courses textbooks are still in malays but we are required to learn in english and ITS A MUST! COMPULSORY, full stop! both roomate and i agreed that learning in malays quite better than in english cuz we can simply understand our mother-tongue better. sometimes it takes time to look up word in dictionary plus, to understand the whole text that's full with never-will-understand-unless-been-told-bout-it terms. its a struggle for us. i'm catching up. try to adapt myself in this hectic college student life. our free times=assignments,revisions need to be done.
urm.
i'll try my best! redeem what's before this.
i'm missing my buddies!
my mak, ayah, teddy bear, tv clickers,radio, bantal busuk (smelly pillow?), my katil.
i'm missing ******!
its totally different from home. i'm not used living in dormitories or something like that except back then in National Service's period.
so, now, i'm trying to fit in. i'll fit in. just maybe not yet.
spoil-brat. yes i am.
till then,
i'm going to bed
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putries!
v4116
study desk
bluweghhh!
Thursday, July 17, 2008
new life begins...
classes begin this week.
i took 7 courses (known as modules:they changed them to make it sound cooler i think) as far as i can remember.
i) Fundamental Accounting - which i've never learn before. no clue bout it.
ii) Principles of Economics - just like above. i have no idea.
iii) Marketing - the lecturer, mr.firdaus is sooo C.U.T.E. =p but childish sikit.
iv) Islamic Studies - been expecting this before.
v) English for Commercial Purposes - the lecture's voice is damn slow. cant blame her.
vi) Computer Application - looking forward to dig in the comp.
vii) Co-Curricular activities - didnt start yet.
i'm Diploma in Marketing student ( Commerce Department ) to be specific, DPR 1A.
my Academic Advisor, P.A, Mr Hafidzi Abdul Latif indeed a very cool man. i think we'll gonna get along just fine till 6th sem.
i was elected as assistant monitor in my English class and also as assistant to the level-head ( v4 and i'm satying at level 1). kembang la gak tapi i dont know if i can manage all those things ( plus assignments and other stuffs ; i have a lot in my mind ) well. i'm still struggling to manage my time well, so i can fit in the college student lifestyle.
thank God, Alhamdulillah, my PTPTN application approved today.
at least, i wont be bothering mak and ayah for money anymore. i've been hoping to buy a laptop and stuffs for my convenience.
plus, i'm a internet-addict. huhuhu
luckily at PTSB, it's wireless everywhere.
could be a really great help for my Comp. Application study.
( err..leh caya ke?)
i got home from poly this evening. took a bus from kulim to butterworth with fazli, classmate of mine with his friend, fikri. then, when we reached utterworth, penang, fikri went to find bus to taiping ( he's from there) and fazli and i heading straight to alor star bus. ayah picked me up at shahab perdana ( a bus terminal) but fazli took off early cuz he lives in kedah, so he knows the area well than i do. he was drop at jalan bendahara bus stop (his home's there). so, i was left alone till the bus stopped at shahab. next sat, we'll meet again to go back to poly.
i wont deny that he's cute to look at. but he just a friend. hahahahaha
i've somone else on my mind.
plus, at least i'll feel safe cuz he's a GUY. he can take care of me, at least for my safety.
not that there's no one else from perlis, but, i'm not that click with others and some of them didnt went home this weekend. i guess being as anak manja, i'll be home regularly. leaving na'ak alone in our room. and i wont do something stupid. something stupid here means pegang2 tangan, peluk peluk or else.
fazli and i did not took seats together.
we're just in the same bus.
urm.
we've been given a lot of practises (but not assigments).
i wonder if i could cope with all of them.
i'll try and i'll give my best.
i'll try to finish what have i started.
and get my DIPLOMA.
heheheh
bersemangat nih.
till then, miss everyone.
bila boleh jumpa nih?
Siswi DPR..
16dpr08f1009 v4-116 dpr1A
i took 7 courses (known as modules:they changed them to make it sound cooler i think) as far as i can remember.
i) Fundamental Accounting - which i've never learn before. no clue bout it.
ii) Principles of Economics - just like above. i have no idea.
iii) Marketing - the lecturer, mr.firdaus is sooo C.U.T.E. =p but childish sikit.
iv) Islamic Studies - been expecting this before.
v) English for Commercial Purposes - the lecture's voice is damn slow. cant blame her.
vi) Computer Application - looking forward to dig in the comp.
vii) Co-Curricular activities - didnt start yet.
i'm Diploma in Marketing student ( Commerce Department ) to be specific, DPR 1A.
my Academic Advisor, P.A, Mr Hafidzi Abdul Latif indeed a very cool man. i think we'll gonna get along just fine till 6th sem.
i was elected as assistant monitor in my English class and also as assistant to the level-head ( v4 and i'm satying at level 1). kembang la gak tapi i dont know if i can manage all those things ( plus assignments and other stuffs ; i have a lot in my mind ) well. i'm still struggling to manage my time well, so i can fit in the college student lifestyle.
thank God, Alhamdulillah, my PTPTN application approved today.
at least, i wont be bothering mak and ayah for money anymore. i've been hoping to buy a laptop and stuffs for my convenience.
plus, i'm a internet-addict. huhuhu
luckily at PTSB, it's wireless everywhere.
could be a really great help for my Comp. Application study.
( err..leh caya ke?)
i got home from poly this evening. took a bus from kulim to butterworth with fazli, classmate of mine with his friend, fikri. then, when we reached utterworth, penang, fikri went to find bus to taiping ( he's from there) and fazli and i heading straight to alor star bus. ayah picked me up at shahab perdana ( a bus terminal) but fazli took off early cuz he lives in kedah, so he knows the area well than i do. he was drop at jalan bendahara bus stop (his home's there). so, i was left alone till the bus stopped at shahab. next sat, we'll meet again to go back to poly.
i wont deny that he's cute to look at. but he just a friend. hahahahaha
i've somone else on my mind.
plus, at least i'll feel safe cuz he's a GUY. he can take care of me, at least for my safety.
not that there's no one else from perlis, but, i'm not that click with others and some of them didnt went home this weekend. i guess being as anak manja, i'll be home regularly. leaving na'ak alone in our room. and i wont do something stupid. something stupid here means pegang2 tangan, peluk peluk or else.
fazli and i did not took seats together.
we're just in the same bus.
urm.
we've been given a lot of practises (but not assigments).
i wonder if i could cope with all of them.
i'll try and i'll give my best.
i'll try to finish what have i started.
and get my DIPLOMA.
heheheh
bersemangat nih.
till then, miss everyone.
bila boleh jumpa nih?
Siswi DPR..
16dpr08f1009 v4-116 dpr1A
060708-110708
esphew! Minggu Suai Kenal week was entirely EXHAUSTING! we're rushing in like 5 mins to get bath, change, pray and eat. plus, we've been 'scolded' by the seniors for nothing but silly excuses * i think so.
i arrived at politeknik tuanku sultanah bahiyah kulim at kulim hi-tech around 8a.m. ayah drove from bedong (we stayed overnight at makcik ani's new house) and followed mak cik ani's hubby, pakcik man who guided us all the way from bedong to the poly. my first impression was, WOW! cuz i never expected polytechnic could be that big and large. of course it's not like unis but still, the area is so large even travelling from dormitories to front gate will make you sweat bertimba-timba. hahahahaha. believe me!
i met my lovely roomate, na'ak and she's from temerloh, pahang. everyone's jealous of us cuz we're from the same course and apparently, the same class. we've been blessed! huhuhuhu. then at 4pm that day, the 'torturing' session started. we've been handled by seniors from various sems and departments. we're introduced the "rushing culture" and honestly, IT SUCKED and made me stressed everyday. i know students need to be PUNCTUAL for classes but seriously, do you think lecturers will even allow i-didnt-have-enough-time-to-take-my-bath students in her or his class?
let bygone be bygone
i've let go, apologised and forgave everything and whoever involved in the MSK week.
i rushed home on the dot (friday noon). ayah picked me up and went home. then the next day, he drove me back to kulim again which took 3hours from here( KANGAR ). minta maaf ayah, mak. susahkan ayah ngan mak padahal balik tak sampai pun sehari.
there's still bittersweet memories in MSK Week.
i get to know some seniors well, lecturers too. met new friends and learn to adapt myself being away from comfortness of home.
still, i miss my friends.
i miss him.
who is he?
someone in my mind.
i'll tell you someday.
i arrived at politeknik tuanku sultanah bahiyah kulim at kulim hi-tech around 8a.m. ayah drove from bedong (we stayed overnight at makcik ani's new house) and followed mak cik ani's hubby, pakcik man who guided us all the way from bedong to the poly. my first impression was, WOW! cuz i never expected polytechnic could be that big and large. of course it's not like unis but still, the area is so large even travelling from dormitories to front gate will make you sweat bertimba-timba. hahahahaha. believe me!
i met my lovely roomate, na'ak and she's from temerloh, pahang. everyone's jealous of us cuz we're from the same course and apparently, the same class. we've been blessed! huhuhuhu. then at 4pm that day, the 'torturing' session started. we've been handled by seniors from various sems and departments. we're introduced the "rushing culture" and honestly, IT SUCKED and made me stressed everyday. i know students need to be PUNCTUAL for classes but seriously, do you think lecturers will even allow i-didnt-have-enough-time-to-take-my-bath students in her or his class?
let bygone be bygone
i've let go, apologised and forgave everything and whoever involved in the MSK week.
i rushed home on the dot (friday noon). ayah picked me up and went home. then the next day, he drove me back to kulim again which took 3hours from here( KANGAR ). minta maaf ayah, mak. susahkan ayah ngan mak padahal balik tak sampai pun sehari.
there's still bittersweet memories in MSK Week.
i get to know some seniors well, lecturers too. met new friends and learn to adapt myself being away from comfortness of home.
still, i miss my friends.
i miss him.
who is he?
someone in my mind.
i'll tell you someday.
Friday, July 4, 2008
kulim, here i come!
i'm leaving on a jet plane,
i dont know when i'll be back again,
oh babe,
i hate to go..
those lyrics kept on playing on my mind these few days. perhaps it reminds me as i'm going to leave home and be on my own after this. it has been almost 18years i've stayed in this home, my homesweethome. next thing i know, i'm leaving to pursue my studies at politeknik tuanku sultanah bahiyah in kulim,kedah. the longest time i've left home, left the comfort life and being the only daughter to my parents and only sister to my brothers was on Dec 30th 07 up until March 11th 08 which was my National Service Programme, at Kem Tasik Meranti, Wang Kelian. well, even back then, i did not miss my home that much cause my mak and ayah always visiting me, brought me stuffs and foods for my friends. basically, i did not miss the comfort from home that much. and it was only 2months. i'm not leaving on a jet plane actually, my ayah will be driving all the way to kulim from here by our proton saga with mak and also my bro, akbar. i'm gonna spend 3 years of my life there at kulim and be on my own without my parents. of course i'm gonna go back home on holidays, raya and whenever i can but still, i'm gonna be on my own most of the time. it feels weird to leave home actually. i wonder if my bros, abg.min and naim felt the same way i am now back when they left to KL too. i'm leaving tomorrow and stay at a friend of mak's home and on sunday, i'll registering as student of politeknik kulim. i've packed my stuffs and its 3 and half bags full. huhuhu(^_^) indeed i bring a lot of stuff. well, i've been thinking, it was stated in my offer letter that i might going to need to rent house after the first semester. i was like, WHAT? actually it depends on availability on rooms provided.
i'm sure it'll be totally new adventure. a part of me cant wait to be there. hehehe, i'm crazy, aint i?=p
this morning i went to pick up faiz and his friend, ibnu at UiTM Arau and sent them to bus station. at first, he asked me how to get to the bus station here in kangar (* we here call kangaq) from there. i was like, idk cuz so far i've never actually take buses or taxis to travel around here. my dad always take me to wherever. yes, i admit that i'm indeed anak manja. so i asked mak how and she said, "suh la ayah pi amik depa,". i hesitated for a moment cuz if i'm the one who's driving, then its okay but it'll be my ayah. "takpe ka? satgi kut ayah takmau," i answered. "takkanla ayah takmau tolong. tapi lepas ni bagitau la depa naik teksi ka," mak replied. then i told ayah bout it and he's just buat tak tau with me.(*he's always like that). then i told faiz and he was like," takpe ke?". i said it was okay but it'll be the first and last time i'm doing this. then he thanked me. faiz is one of my bestfriend back when we're both in National Service(NS). he's from penang. kulim actually near to penang. funny, he mentioned earlier, " eloklah. i datang tempat you, you pi dekat dengan tempat i,". i just smiled.
so, kulim, here i come. greet me well. show me what you got so i'll be glad to get there.
(^_^)
i missed my friends.
anie,zie,yatie,farha,zatie,ariff,izzat,nadia,yana,sarah,mira,aidila.
i miss you!
i dont know when i'll be back again,
oh babe,
i hate to go..
those lyrics kept on playing on my mind these few days. perhaps it reminds me as i'm going to leave home and be on my own after this. it has been almost 18years i've stayed in this home, my homesweethome. next thing i know, i'm leaving to pursue my studies at politeknik tuanku sultanah bahiyah in kulim,kedah. the longest time i've left home, left the comfort life and being the only daughter to my parents and only sister to my brothers was on Dec 30th 07 up until March 11th 08 which was my National Service Programme, at Kem Tasik Meranti, Wang Kelian. well, even back then, i did not miss my home that much cause my mak and ayah always visiting me, brought me stuffs and foods for my friends. basically, i did not miss the comfort from home that much. and it was only 2months. i'm not leaving on a jet plane actually, my ayah will be driving all the way to kulim from here by our proton saga with mak and also my bro, akbar. i'm gonna spend 3 years of my life there at kulim and be on my own without my parents. of course i'm gonna go back home on holidays, raya and whenever i can but still, i'm gonna be on my own most of the time. it feels weird to leave home actually. i wonder if my bros, abg.min and naim felt the same way i am now back when they left to KL too. i'm leaving tomorrow and stay at a friend of mak's home and on sunday, i'll registering as student of politeknik kulim. i've packed my stuffs and its 3 and half bags full. huhuhu(^_^) indeed i bring a lot of stuff. well, i've been thinking, it was stated in my offer letter that i might going to need to rent house after the first semester. i was like, WHAT? actually it depends on availability on rooms provided.
i'm sure it'll be totally new adventure. a part of me cant wait to be there. hehehe, i'm crazy, aint i?=p
this morning i went to pick up faiz and his friend, ibnu at UiTM Arau and sent them to bus station. at first, he asked me how to get to the bus station here in kangar (* we here call kangaq) from there. i was like, idk cuz so far i've never actually take buses or taxis to travel around here. my dad always take me to wherever. yes, i admit that i'm indeed anak manja. so i asked mak how and she said, "suh la ayah pi amik depa,". i hesitated for a moment cuz if i'm the one who's driving, then its okay but it'll be my ayah. "takpe ka? satgi kut ayah takmau," i answered. "takkanla ayah takmau tolong. tapi lepas ni bagitau la depa naik teksi ka," mak replied. then i told ayah bout it and he's just buat tak tau with me.(*he's always like that). then i told faiz and he was like," takpe ke?". i said it was okay but it'll be the first and last time i'm doing this. then he thanked me. faiz is one of my bestfriend back when we're both in National Service(NS). he's from penang. kulim actually near to penang. funny, he mentioned earlier, " eloklah. i datang tempat you, you pi dekat dengan tempat i,". i just smiled.
so, kulim, here i come. greet me well. show me what you got so i'll be glad to get there.
(^_^)
i missed my friends.
anie,zie,yatie,farha,zatie,ariff,izzat,nadia,yana,sarah,mira,aidila.
i miss you!
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