Friday, October 24, 2008

restart : sheet #1

i'm back

dah lame tak online!
sekali lagi..maklumla,takdak lagi yg nak sedekahkan laptop. ni pun pinjam yang member.

aku sihat, alhamdulillah and getting quite busy few days back. marching for polybriged, quizzes, assignments, kamsis n stuffs. dead tired but insyAllah i can still deal with it. sebulan dua ni banyak tul things happened around here.

first, bapak sejuk giler..

rain have been pouring down non stop here in kulim. my grades declining and friends start to wonder why. they voiced out their view on me being one of the smartest girl in class. bile mase aku ni pandai? habaq mai? but true, my grades are declining. mungkin banyak main. and i'm starting to restart the whole thing and catch up things that i've missed. my focus is on my final and my dream being the candidate for anugerah ketua jabatan. that's why i tried not to log in friendster,myspace or even blog.

next, something bad happened to my friend but i dont know how to react upon it. pity or disgusted? all in all, she's still my friend and i pray the best for her.

few weeks ago, on saturday, i went to UiTM interview for Dip in Interior Design. long story short, i got mixed up with which faculty i should go to. there's no sign on archictecture faculty along the signboard so i went to the art and design faculty since one of the panel called me and asked, " are you here for drawing exam". my mistake, i just nodded and sat for the exam. true, i would've sit for the same drawing exam if i went to the faculty i should've gone to, but the decision making wont be the same. when they starting to call for students for face to face interview, my name's not in their merit. ( of course cuz i went to the wrong faculty). the panel decide to call me and check for my offer letter. he basically said that i've missed the chance on entering UiTM cuz the panels of arch faculty had gone back to putra palace. i asked " is there anything you can do cuz i've sat for the sketching test and i'm just half-way thru". thank god! he helped me. ayah and me rushed to putra palace which only 3mins from my house and 20mins from UiTM Arau. as i reached there, i got interviewed by two panels, Dr. Dasimah and i-cant-recall-his name-. both of them asked about what happened then the real deal started. blimey, the questions and the most hardest question was which is which? you've now studying marketing and suddenly you want to change to interior design. its a whole different field. 180degrees changes you're facing here". i took my breath and said, " i want this!". insyaAllah, aku dah buat yg terbest aku leh buat and if takda rezeki, its okay, i still can study marketing. lagipun, the UiTM application tu tak sangka dapat interview cuz i was rejected in the first place.

few days ago, ada raping case involving students here. ni yg membuatkan aku cuak nak sewa umah kat luar. so, which is which? aku tak baper tahan duk dalam kamsis, tapi kat luar tu mara bahaya banyak sgt.

naim, bila aku leh dapat laptop. nak wat assignment susah bai! member2 aku pun ada assignment gak! bagi ja laptop ang tuh buat sementara waktu.

cam nak demam ja. dah berapa hari aku marching dalam hujan?

worr..boring..
bila la aku nak ada boyfriend kembali?

hahahahahah
gatai!

takleh balik perlih lagi doh!
keja berlambak. mak aku dah rindu kat aku dah!
aiyookk!

lalalalalalala!

to abg min: printer tuh kasik je kat aku! kedekut watpe? seb seket duit naim!
to pu3zyranee: hi! sape anda? kite kenal? tak kenal? jum kenal?

dalam dunia kebengongan tul aku nih

lapaq!!
nak cari makan..
nak cari makan!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

se...dua minggu berhari raya!

fuh!

raya this year is quite tiring. starting from thursday after class. there's a lot in mind that cant wait to be written here. sorry aku campurkan the whole two weeks thoughts kat sini. before this malas nak melayan internet yg too damn slow and abg2 yang sebok nak pakai internet. okay! fasten your seatbelt!

- thurs sept 25th

after kalut2 mintak maaf wif lecturer,seniors yg rapat ngan diri ni,and everyone else, we ( me,kakzai,fadzli,fitri,chern,kaylee and qin ) bertolak from poli to stesyen bas. after like half an hour waiting for bus, finally dapat naik tu pun after berasak-asak wif lots of people yg nak balik kampung gak. arrived kat aloq staq around 6.30p.m i think. ( lupa sudah!! ) from penang. my cousin, kak beedah pick me and fitri up at shahab perdana. fitri tumpang aku balik perlis cuz dia nak balik umah makcik dia. kak beedah took us to bazar ramadhan kat stadium. mak oi penuh owg time tuh. after beli stuff for berbuka, we left to mak caq's home. my mak, ayah and bro, akbar waited for me there. lepas berbuka kami pun calo beti! kesian kat fitri that day. he's so damn tired, 3bungkus ayaq dia sapu. then dalam kereta, dia tido all the way from aloq setaq to kangaq. sampaikan mak pun tersenyum. letih sangat kawan aku ni!

- fri sept 26th

abg2 sampai umah except abg noikh. dia celeb raya kat singapore wif my sis in law and LaLa and Arfan. the whole house start bising2 and abg amin pun mula la unpack souvenirs yg he bought from US. aku dapat baju. so was akbar and i dont recall pe yg naim dapat.urm..that day berbuka pun agak cambest. abg amin still calling me fat girl. indeed, aku dah gemok! waaa...

skip days!

- wed oct 1st

HARI RAYA! YAY! hari yg dinantikan! malam raya aku tido pukul 3 pagi and woke up early at 6.30 i think. siap2 cumel, kami pun gi la masjid oran, felda mata ayer. that's the name of my kampung. it only took 5mins to get there. lepas sembahyang raya, whole of us visited kubur2 ahli keluarga yang terlebih dahulu pergi. the sad thing is, this year we've lost my mum's youngest brother due to pancreatic cancer. his sudden lost memang meninggalkan kesan kat family especially mak. she cried when she thought of him. Al-Fatihah buat allahyarham Chik Nik ( Raja Hanif Mas Abdullah Akhir ). lepas ziarah kubur arwah kakak, tok, chik nik, tokwan and few others, we left to rumah tok.

here's the thing, sesudah melangkah masuk umah tok, aku sakit perut sangat2. i thought aku boleh tahan. then, kami pergi istana Arau. mengadap DYMM Raja Perlis. after that, aku bisik kat mak aku, " mak, putri sakit perut sangat2 ni. balik dulu naa.." mak pun kesian tengok aku dah berpeluh2. huhuhu. takbleh blah la aku di pagi raya kali ni. spoil! then, kami beraya la seluruh felda mata ayer and kawasan yang lain. fyi, memang every year, raya first, aku sekeluarga takkan ada kat umah till after maghrib. cuz hari raya pertama adalah hari untuk berjalan for our family.

yg ruginya, none of us except naim took pictures sempena raya. everyone, again except naim, decide to wait for abg noikh balik for next raya haji. then baru tangkap gmbaq. so, takda pics la nak tunjuk kat semua. sorry ya!

skip lagi few days!

- sat oct 4th

balik umah tok kat KL. damn that day jam terok kat highway. somewhere along perak ( while mngadap jam yg terok tuh ) guess who we bumped to? pierre andre and his mum. at first, i was admiring his car from the back while abg amin was driving and naim sitting beside him. then, lepas satria abg min stop tepi his car, baru aku notice his mum, actress khatijah tan sitting at back wif her hair mengerbang cam tak sikat sepuluh hari and pierre yang ngah buat muka sengal ngan jam hari tuh.

abg min drove for almost 14hours that day. 5hours terperangkap dlm jam cuz sepatutnya perlis-kl only took 8-9hours. ayah pun dead tired bila sampai kl. ( we went to kl with separate cars )

mak mula mengatur rumah for us bermalam. malam first at rumah sewa abg min kat taman universiti indah, serdang. next day, abg min bawak us to alamanda for shopping. oh, i forgot to mention, aku time tuh mencari kedai hp cuz sengal ngan handphone yg jatuh the day before bertolak ke KL and causing damage kat button tu. cari punya cari tak dapat juga. sengal gila arr time tuh. then, bertolak ke umah tok kat kampung melayu subang. at first we went to keramat cuz paksu and tok were there at umah makteh. stay kat umah tok for two nites. amatlah boring cuz umah tok jauh ke dalam sikit. nak keluar, i'm afraid i might get lost. but lucky paksu still on leaves and took me, mak and akbar round2 kat damansara. shopping sikit and balik.

day four, the next turn bermalam was at umah makteh kat keramat. there baru hp aku dapat di fix-kan. tapi sekarang keypad aku memang keras tahap batu r. redha je la. asal leh guna. mula2 plan bermalam for a nite only tapi mak extend jadikkan dua malam. after beraya sana sini kat kl tuh, baru balik perlis.

wait, tak habis lagi..urmm..

on the way balik, singgah ipoh jap. beraya umah sedara kat sana. my mak's family originated from kuala kangsar tapi most of them dah moved to ipoh. so, mak nak gi la beraya umah depa then, singgah kulim to get my sijil2 for my UiTM interview. sepanjang journey hujan lebat except at few places. tapi after leaving penang, memang lebat terok! ayah cant see the road, so mak suh bawak slow2. as long as we can arrive home safely. we reached home at 8pm earlier this evening.

memang damn tired!
dah la cuti dua minggu ni tak pegang buku langsung. huhuhu.
nasib baik assignment takda!

this sunday class will start. so, sat ni dah kna balik poli. urm..

bila lagi nak cuti hah?