argghh.
ni yang aku maleh about making choices. choose between two things yang very2 close substitute. aku takmaw merasai opportunity cost. ( bajet blaja eko ). currently aku study kat politeknik tuanku sultanah bahiyah in diploma in marketing. few weeks more, aku akan habis sem 1. the thing is that i got an offer from UiTM for dip in interior design at UiTM sri iskandar perak darul ridzuan ( somehow, the state that i realy2 like most ). so, which one i'd choose? UiTM intake is on 20dec and my poly finals ends on 15 dec. that mean i got 4days holiday before reprogramming my brain for switching courses. 180degrees changes i'm talking bout.
phew!
what should i do?
lots of friends encourage me to enter UiTM ( in fact, i prefer the course ) but the thing is boleh ke aku bawak subjek course tu cuz i've been criticized by the interviewer before of my capability ( referring to my SPM result ) in pursuing this course.
aku
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taktaw laa..
mak!!!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
bz.tensi.homesick! MAK!!
bz
tensi
homesick
ni la yg aku sedang rasa. i've got a month away before final. my friends back at universities are now struggling their best. lecturers are now rushing up to finish all the silibus before finals. tensi wo! assignments,quizzes,tests and lots of others. damn tired and damned busy. homesick. i missed home a bit. ye la. duk kat kamsis ni serba tak cukup. kat umah nak apa ja mak buatkan, ayah tunaikan. but for sure, i'm renting a house with other 9 friends of mine. the house is 5mins from poli and we've got reliable neighbours. a doctor, a police, a jail warden and the house owner is a jail warden too. so, a lil bit secure i think and my soon-to-be housemates are mt classmates. so, senang nak urus activity rumah.
so far my life kat poli still can be handled. its just bila ada keja, i cant do it rightaway because of not owning a computer/laptop. so, nak tunggu kawan2 habis buat assignment,ym,check emails and lotsa kan mcm sengal ja.
lagipun life kat sini dah agak berubah sikit. i mean, friends. kalau dulu aku bagaikan isi ngan kuku ngan NaAk, but nowadays, suam2 kuku ja. we're not fighting, tak gaduh langsung. perhaps kami tak sekepala. i mean, we're not on the same page. she's in her world and i'm in mine. nak combine both worlds, mmg agak susah.
dunno. tp jgn risaw
kami masih mmpu bergelak ketawa bersama sama. after all, she is my roomate and she's the first person i knew back when first entering this poli.
ok..
its getting really really late
got 8am class tomorrow and its 3am already.
nunite
tensi
homesick
ni la yg aku sedang rasa. i've got a month away before final. my friends back at universities are now struggling their best. lecturers are now rushing up to finish all the silibus before finals. tensi wo! assignments,quizzes,tests and lots of others. damn tired and damned busy. homesick. i missed home a bit. ye la. duk kat kamsis ni serba tak cukup. kat umah nak apa ja mak buatkan, ayah tunaikan. but for sure, i'm renting a house with other 9 friends of mine. the house is 5mins from poli and we've got reliable neighbours. a doctor, a police, a jail warden and the house owner is a jail warden too. so, a lil bit secure i think and my soon-to-be housemates are mt classmates. so, senang nak urus activity rumah.
so far my life kat poli still can be handled. its just bila ada keja, i cant do it rightaway because of not owning a computer/laptop. so, nak tunggu kawan2 habis buat assignment,ym,check emails and lotsa kan mcm sengal ja.
lagipun life kat sini dah agak berubah sikit. i mean, friends. kalau dulu aku bagaikan isi ngan kuku ngan NaAk, but nowadays, suam2 kuku ja. we're not fighting, tak gaduh langsung. perhaps kami tak sekepala. i mean, we're not on the same page. she's in her world and i'm in mine. nak combine both worlds, mmg agak susah.
dunno. tp jgn risaw
kami masih mmpu bergelak ketawa bersama sama. after all, she is my roomate and she's the first person i knew back when first entering this poli.
ok..
its getting really really late
got 8am class tomorrow and its 3am already.
nunite
Friday, October 24, 2008
restart : sheet #1
i'm back
dah lame tak online!
sekali lagi..maklumla,takdak lagi yg nak sedekahkan laptop. ni pun pinjam yang member.
aku sihat, alhamdulillah and getting quite busy few days back. marching for polybriged, quizzes, assignments, kamsis n stuffs. dead tired but insyAllah i can still deal with it. sebulan dua ni banyak tul things happened around here.
first, bapak sejuk giler..
rain have been pouring down non stop here in kulim. my grades declining and friends start to wonder why. they voiced out their view on me being one of the smartest girl in class. bile mase aku ni pandai? habaq mai? but true, my grades are declining. mungkin banyak main. and i'm starting to restart the whole thing and catch up things that i've missed. my focus is on my final and my dream being the candidate for anugerah ketua jabatan. that's why i tried not to log in friendster,myspace or even blog.
next, something bad happened to my friend but i dont know how to react upon it. pity or disgusted? all in all, she's still my friend and i pray the best for her.
few weeks ago, on saturday, i went to UiTM interview for Dip in Interior Design. long story short, i got mixed up with which faculty i should go to. there's no sign on archictecture faculty along the signboard so i went to the art and design faculty since one of the panel called me and asked, " are you here for drawing exam". my mistake, i just nodded and sat for the exam. true, i would've sit for the same drawing exam if i went to the faculty i should've gone to, but the decision making wont be the same. when they starting to call for students for face to face interview, my name's not in their merit. ( of course cuz i went to the wrong faculty). the panel decide to call me and check for my offer letter. he basically said that i've missed the chance on entering UiTM cuz the panels of arch faculty had gone back to putra palace. i asked " is there anything you can do cuz i've sat for the sketching test and i'm just half-way thru". thank god! he helped me. ayah and me rushed to putra palace which only 3mins from my house and 20mins from UiTM Arau. as i reached there, i got interviewed by two panels, Dr. Dasimah and i-cant-recall-his name-. both of them asked about what happened then the real deal started. blimey, the questions and the most hardest question was which is which? you've now studying marketing and suddenly you want to change to interior design. its a whole different field. 180degrees changes you're facing here". i took my breath and said, " i want this!". insyaAllah, aku dah buat yg terbest aku leh buat and if takda rezeki, its okay, i still can study marketing. lagipun, the UiTM application tu tak sangka dapat interview cuz i was rejected in the first place.
few days ago, ada raping case involving students here. ni yg membuatkan aku cuak nak sewa umah kat luar. so, which is which? aku tak baper tahan duk dalam kamsis, tapi kat luar tu mara bahaya banyak sgt.
naim, bila aku leh dapat laptop. nak wat assignment susah bai! member2 aku pun ada assignment gak! bagi ja laptop ang tuh buat sementara waktu.
cam nak demam ja. dah berapa hari aku marching dalam hujan?
worr..boring..
bila la aku nak ada boyfriend kembali?
hahahahahah
gatai!
takleh balik perlih lagi doh!
keja berlambak. mak aku dah rindu kat aku dah!
aiyookk!
lalalalalalala!
to abg min: printer tuh kasik je kat aku! kedekut watpe? seb seket duit naim!
to pu3zyranee: hi! sape anda? kite kenal? tak kenal? jum kenal?
dalam dunia kebengongan tul aku nih
lapaq!!
nak cari makan..
nak cari makan!
dah lame tak online!
sekali lagi..maklumla,takdak lagi yg nak sedekahkan laptop. ni pun pinjam yang member.
aku sihat, alhamdulillah and getting quite busy few days back. marching for polybriged, quizzes, assignments, kamsis n stuffs. dead tired but insyAllah i can still deal with it. sebulan dua ni banyak tul things happened around here.
first, bapak sejuk giler..
rain have been pouring down non stop here in kulim. my grades declining and friends start to wonder why. they voiced out their view on me being one of the smartest girl in class. bile mase aku ni pandai? habaq mai? but true, my grades are declining. mungkin banyak main. and i'm starting to restart the whole thing and catch up things that i've missed. my focus is on my final and my dream being the candidate for anugerah ketua jabatan. that's why i tried not to log in friendster,myspace or even blog.
next, something bad happened to my friend but i dont know how to react upon it. pity or disgusted? all in all, she's still my friend and i pray the best for her.
few weeks ago, on saturday, i went to UiTM interview for Dip in Interior Design. long story short, i got mixed up with which faculty i should go to. there's no sign on archictecture faculty along the signboard so i went to the art and design faculty since one of the panel called me and asked, " are you here for drawing exam". my mistake, i just nodded and sat for the exam. true, i would've sit for the same drawing exam if i went to the faculty i should've gone to, but the decision making wont be the same. when they starting to call for students for face to face interview, my name's not in their merit. ( of course cuz i went to the wrong faculty). the panel decide to call me and check for my offer letter. he basically said that i've missed the chance on entering UiTM cuz the panels of arch faculty had gone back to putra palace. i asked " is there anything you can do cuz i've sat for the sketching test and i'm just half-way thru". thank god! he helped me. ayah and me rushed to putra palace which only 3mins from my house and 20mins from UiTM Arau. as i reached there, i got interviewed by two panels, Dr. Dasimah and i-cant-recall-his name-. both of them asked about what happened then the real deal started. blimey, the questions and the most hardest question was which is which? you've now studying marketing and suddenly you want to change to interior design. its a whole different field. 180degrees changes you're facing here". i took my breath and said, " i want this!". insyaAllah, aku dah buat yg terbest aku leh buat and if takda rezeki, its okay, i still can study marketing. lagipun, the UiTM application tu tak sangka dapat interview cuz i was rejected in the first place.
few days ago, ada raping case involving students here. ni yg membuatkan aku cuak nak sewa umah kat luar. so, which is which? aku tak baper tahan duk dalam kamsis, tapi kat luar tu mara bahaya banyak sgt.
naim, bila aku leh dapat laptop. nak wat assignment susah bai! member2 aku pun ada assignment gak! bagi ja laptop ang tuh buat sementara waktu.
cam nak demam ja. dah berapa hari aku marching dalam hujan?
worr..boring..
bila la aku nak ada boyfriend kembali?
hahahahahah
gatai!
takleh balik perlih lagi doh!
keja berlambak. mak aku dah rindu kat aku dah!
aiyookk!
lalalalalalala!
to abg min: printer tuh kasik je kat aku! kedekut watpe? seb seket duit naim!
to pu3zyranee: hi! sape anda? kite kenal? tak kenal? jum kenal?
dalam dunia kebengongan tul aku nih
lapaq!!
nak cari makan..
nak cari makan!
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