Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

aku kat uitm..

ni journal yg sempat aku type while aku free and tak dpat wire elss spanjang minggu orientasi.
nnt aku update-kan lagi insyaAllah. aku makin bz dan khidmat wireless agak mnyengal-kan sanubari aku..

minggu mms

10:53 AM 12/27/2008

if i said this, perhaps the friends whose now are in their second semester would say "what!?". guess what? minggu MMS ni (minggu mesra siswa) 4 hari je. normally, dibuat seminggu. so, tak terok sgt la 'penderitaan'ku.

ahaks. as i'm typing this, it's my second day here. yesterday we only register for our college and guess what, i got the second most far college ever! gosh!! nasib tak dapat blok melati. klu tak, mati aku! dah le jauh nak menapak. i got kolej pasir salak and currently sitting exhaustedly typing this entry in room c339 of blok cemara. yeah, talking bout number 3. tingkat atas sekali wehh! dah jauh menapak, nak naik tangga lagi. bingung tul!tp aku bersyukur laa. alhamdulillah.

so far so good. senior2 pun takde yg bengkek2 lagik. klu ade pun pe aku pedulik. aku rilek je dtg sini. tp byk gak la aku terlupa nak beli. sabun cuci baju, penyepit baju, ala benda yg simple2 tuhh. lupe ghaib bak kata mak aku! nnt la aku gi cari kat koop. ermm. dalam bilik aku ada 4org. 2 dari perak (ipoh, manjung*dekat jee), sorang dari alor star, sorg lagi, yg kiut2 tuh, dr perlis * aku le tuhh=p. aku ok ngan rumet2 nih. aku agak rapat ngan si ipoh gal ni (fatin) n dak manjung sorg ni (nasiha). bukan pe, yg dari alor star tuh senior. maksud aku, dia amek ijazah lepasan stpm. so, senior la gak kann? tapi part 1 gak laa. umo pun sama ngan naim. tp aku nak kemana2 ngan fatin. ntahla camner leh rapat. ada ciri2 nokia kut, connecting people. ahaks!! kat sini gak i found out yg one of the clown kat plkn, isa pun got into uitm for this intake. we're under the same faculty somehow he's taking perancangan bandar and i'm i.d. bilik sebelah aku minah2 KL *agak kerekk la pd pandangan aku yg under same faculty gak -asal ramai bebenor amek dip kat fakulti senibina perancangan dan ukur nih?- bilik 338. lawa la gak tapi kerek semacam and yg paling tak bestnya, nama putri gak. putri mayangsari. *cam kelentong je -aku tak pedulik! nyebok je nak letak putri gak!- ahaks! freehair n looks like she's only mingle wif her types only *beautifool gals, kerek n silver spoonfed. mmg la takleh nak judge people just like that, but as far as i concern, she's late bila nak kena gi memana, n tak reti senyum. dah tuh, bila tego dia cam tak ikhlas je rep. tapi, for me, who cares? lantak ko la! ko nak idop cara tuh, idop la! pedulik pe aku. hhuhuhuhu.

this morning, senior2 *cam sunio doremon la plak bwk kami gi register kat dewan sri iskandar. the hall is not big as fatin and i were expected. kcik je. tapi kawasan uitm ni wide! jenuh nak menapak ke sana kemari. giler penat memanjat tangga, nak kena jalan lagi. aiyookk.penat je laa. kuruih laa!!!

kat sini tak taw lagi environment camner. ifah once told me yg uitm sri iskandar ni one of uitm yg sosialnya agak terok. aku tak taw la. nak judge pun, things tak happen lagi. so aku mintak aku tak terjebak la. senior pun ada storytelling yg mlm2 kat uitm ni mcm siang je. 12-2pg tuh meriah sama cam siang. tapi pagi 8-10 tuh sunyi je *phm2 la -aku tergolong ke? huhuhu-
tapi pada aku mana2 sama ja. its up to us to make our life worth living. nak melingkup ke, nak pe ke, atas diri sendiri. kwn2 gak, tp jgn too much terikut. yg mna baik, amek, yg buruk2 tuh, buat jadi teladan. ye x abg amin??

dulu kat poli, sosial pun agak terok, cuma dcover cuz duduk dalam kamsis. klu yg terkawal environment-nya pun dah terok, inikan yg freedom diberi sepenuhnya. tp insyaAllah, aku masih kuat pegangan. aku pun masih berhati2 pilih kawan baik dimana aku tercampak. alhamdulillah, so far, kat mana aku tercampak, kwn2 aku semuanya kategori baik dan cumel2. jenis takde pengaruh buruk laa. i admit that i'm a social person. i mingle wif every person i knew, boys or girls, races and religions. cuma dalam mind aku, aku mmg dah setkan, mak, ayah n famili. tu nama yg aku bawak bsama2 ngan aku. so, i've got to take a very good care of them. setakat ni pun, sepandai2 aku menjengah ke dunia cinta,* yes! i'm a teenagers and aku punya perasaan dan keinginan* aku tak penah kuar dating atau pegang2 tangan. kuar ngan member byk laa. so, i think i want to remain all of it the same way before.

skarang dah di universiti. different syles, different survival. in God's willing, i'll fight! fight to survive.

so, wish me luck living here. kali ni baru rasa balik kampong betul2. sekadar cadangan, klu cuti dah sekali, pe salahnya klu abg aku yg tersayang tuh meh amek adek kesayangan hangpa nih kat sini bawak balik perlih sama2? hahahahhaha


p/s. byk giler student pakai celcom! maxis aku nak letak mana???


Tuesday, December 23, 2008

ready, on your mark, get set, GO!

its unbelievable thinking time flies so fast you wish you could turn back time. its exactly how i feel when i'm typing this entry.

as i'm typing -while listening to some bands do their magics on mtv-, i'm repacking my bags. throw away the stuffs yang ngarut2 and pack all the necessary stuffs. come to think of it, the thrown away -tak buang laa,simpan balik dlm almari- macam important je. ahaks~ aku tak reti packing barang i mean, what should be in the bag and what not. basic stuffs tak pyh ckp, aku taw! tp yg complementary tuh. huhuhu. anak dara pe la ni?

i afraid of leaving something that matter the most while i'm there and keep in mind, kat bota tuh BUKAN kulim. at least kulim dekat la gak ngan perlis. naik bas pun senang. huhh-sigh- tp what is life without sacrifices right? worr. byknye barang aku nak bawak nihh. nak pindah ke trus ke?
huhuhuhu.

ptptn tak settle lagik. nyampah tul call. xreti nak angkat.


Monday, December 22, 2008

bawalah daku pergii..

brg2 dah 3/4 packed. xcited pun dh ada nihh. cuma benda yg tak beli lagi je yg tak packed.

petang td arep belanja makan western food kat d'sena. he picked me up and then we went to yatie's to amek her then off we go to d'sena. lawak tul time lepak2 tadi. byk adegan yg tak sempat aku nak rakam. hahahaha. what can i say, my wallet dah berperisa fresh oren waktu balik tuhhh.ahaks~ -cmne la ang pegang gelas arep oii!-

saat aku menaip entri ni aku ngah blurr. *dah tuh watpe taip?

td aku gi umah abg zani *my cousin- ade wat makan2 sikit. tu la keje aku. makan, Makan dan MAKAN!
gemok la aku. *ternyata, impian dan doa noor amin akan menjadi kenyataan! siot tul-

dah tak tau nak taip pe..
nnt la aku pikir len..

p/s-
happy bday! yay!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

photo session

abg noikh starting to perasan yg dia model malaya masa balik hari tuh.
teruja dek kamera naim, dia telah menjadikan hari harinya di
perlih negeriku ni sebagai hari photoshootnya. and lucky me, naim yg jadi mangsa photographer. thank god! melayan kerenahnya yang kalah naomi campbell tuh membuatkan aku terpikir 8juta kali nak sign up him as model. ahaks. *tak termasuk aset terbarunya, perutt..ahaks. yg tak bestnya, they're using my room to get somewhat passport-like pics. bingung tul. memanjat katil aku pastu suh aku buat lighting.

pastu, terfikir kat mata ayer, umah tok, the view is quite priceless cuz umah kampung still banyak kat area tuh. pe lagi, abg amin sebagai driver, abg noikh as the perasan nak mati model, naim as 'gil bensimone', kak nana, lala, arfan and not to forget, me yg nak gak bergambar =p, we're off to mata ayer. *mata ayaq!

kat sebelah ni kat umah tok. it was taken right after kami sampai. aku ngan naim selalu said between both of us. if we're damn rich *kena usaha utk tu! rumah tok ni akan kami upgrade jadi umah kayu yang siyes lawa. banyak gak planning kami dua. ahaks. but insyaAllah, in God's willing. who knows?
then, we went to the railway. kat situ view pun mengancam. naim komplen yang petang tu dia datang dua kali cuz earlier that petang, he took his friends for some photoshoots too. sape suh. ye tak?
nasib la takde train. cuak gak. aku ni bab tempat tempat m
erbahaya memang cuak selalu. aku cepat pikir bukan bukan. penah gak aku suarakan ke-cuak-an aku kat member2 satu ketika dulu, pas kena sound aku jadik simpan je ke-cuak-an aku tuh. huhuhu. bukan pe. aku mmg seorang yg cuak!


ni time kena kutuk direct ngan model perasan!


memeluk tiang *cambest je tiang tu hari tuh

then, kami gerak gi RFC, new fast food restaurant kat depan our neighbourhood. lepak situ. kutuk mengutuk sesama sendiri dan kutuk kedai gak. ahaks. siann RFC tuhh. tak pasal pasal.

yg sayangnya, gambar satu family tak amek pun? ye tak?
bial yg sulung tuh dah blah balik spore, baru sebok komplen takdak gambar family? pe laa..

Thursday, December 11, 2008

friendship

frankly i said i missed all the friends i was very close to back when i was in National Service. and now, my miss 'pocket' is added with my poly buddies. rindu nak lepak lepak ngan ifah, bellamoih and syud. we're very damn close. turun kafe together gether.ahaks. bilik v4-127 tuh memang bilik rasmi aku utk lepak2. huhuhu.

well, for me, friendship amat amat berharga. no man cant live by himself. aku sebelum ni banyak menangis sebab kawan kawan. i admit. even aku leh duk sorang sorang, but i can only survive by having a friend on my side. (bab family tak masuk cuz tajuk utama friendship ye.amek perhatian!) fresh lagi in my living memory, i cried cuz kena pulau dek kawan kawan atas sebab satu kes yg tak dapat nak dinyatakan kat sini. time tu jugak, aku kerap tak gi sekolah. duk umah je. tapi last last aku bangun balik. so, i survived in my high school life. but i still love my friends back at kigs. lagipun, time sekulah kan budak budak lagi.

then here came national service. here, i got so many friends yang i appreciate sgt. we're laughing, joking with each other and did lots stuffs together gether. memang best sgt. of coz la, kat mane2 pun akan ade yg tak puas hati ngan kita, but come to think of it, macam mana nak build self confidence if kita syik nak jadi diri kita berdasarkan kemahuan org lain. jadikla diri sendrik kan? teringat my bro once said, idop ni jgn dengaq cakap org, kalau tak, memang takkan puas la hidop kita. rite? sampai sekarang aku still contact ngan member member plkn. jauh dekat tetap contact.

next, polytechnic. kat sini aku memang agak culture shock la gak cuz aku jumpa banyak jenis spesis manusia yang jarang ditemui. banyak betul perangai and kerenah. tapi kat sini jugak aku dapat member yang best lagi kewl. kira leh buat geng la. ahaks. especially DPR1A. iffah, syud, bellamoih, naak, shila and others. memang happening lah! plus senior senior yang rajin tego, buat lawak.

for me, biar seburuk mana pun kawan tuh, if we ada give and take, tolerant mmg semoi. lagipun, ada untung ke musuh musuh nih? aku tak suka buat musuh. for me, klu ada yg tak suka aku, boh layan je. nak wat camner, if they dont like me, then i can do nothing bout that. tak kenal maka tak cinta. tu je.aku punya banyak teman teman yang sengal lagi cam nak hempok je pale, tapi aku jugak jenis pemaaf. klau ada orang leh terima kelemahan aku, pe salah aku belajar accept people as who they are.rite?

so, sape nak jadik kawan aku?
angkat tangan!!

Friday, October 24, 2008

restart : sheet #1

i'm back

dah lame tak online!
sekali lagi..maklumla,takdak lagi yg nak sedekahkan laptop. ni pun pinjam yang member.

aku sihat, alhamdulillah and getting quite busy few days back. marching for polybriged, quizzes, assignments, kamsis n stuffs. dead tired but insyAllah i can still deal with it. sebulan dua ni banyak tul things happened around here.

first, bapak sejuk giler..

rain have been pouring down non stop here in kulim. my grades declining and friends start to wonder why. they voiced out their view on me being one of the smartest girl in class. bile mase aku ni pandai? habaq mai? but true, my grades are declining. mungkin banyak main. and i'm starting to restart the whole thing and catch up things that i've missed. my focus is on my final and my dream being the candidate for anugerah ketua jabatan. that's why i tried not to log in friendster,myspace or even blog.

next, something bad happened to my friend but i dont know how to react upon it. pity or disgusted? all in all, she's still my friend and i pray the best for her.

few weeks ago, on saturday, i went to UiTM interview for Dip in Interior Design. long story short, i got mixed up with which faculty i should go to. there's no sign on archictecture faculty along the signboard so i went to the art and design faculty since one of the panel called me and asked, " are you here for drawing exam". my mistake, i just nodded and sat for the exam. true, i would've sit for the same drawing exam if i went to the faculty i should've gone to, but the decision making wont be the same. when they starting to call for students for face to face interview, my name's not in their merit. ( of course cuz i went to the wrong faculty). the panel decide to call me and check for my offer letter. he basically said that i've missed the chance on entering UiTM cuz the panels of arch faculty had gone back to putra palace. i asked " is there anything you can do cuz i've sat for the sketching test and i'm just half-way thru". thank god! he helped me. ayah and me rushed to putra palace which only 3mins from my house and 20mins from UiTM Arau. as i reached there, i got interviewed by two panels, Dr. Dasimah and i-cant-recall-his name-. both of them asked about what happened then the real deal started. blimey, the questions and the most hardest question was which is which? you've now studying marketing and suddenly you want to change to interior design. its a whole different field. 180degrees changes you're facing here". i took my breath and said, " i want this!". insyaAllah, aku dah buat yg terbest aku leh buat and if takda rezeki, its okay, i still can study marketing. lagipun, the UiTM application tu tak sangka dapat interview cuz i was rejected in the first place.

few days ago, ada raping case involving students here. ni yg membuatkan aku cuak nak sewa umah kat luar. so, which is which? aku tak baper tahan duk dalam kamsis, tapi kat luar tu mara bahaya banyak sgt.

naim, bila aku leh dapat laptop. nak wat assignment susah bai! member2 aku pun ada assignment gak! bagi ja laptop ang tuh buat sementara waktu.

cam nak demam ja. dah berapa hari aku marching dalam hujan?

worr..boring..
bila la aku nak ada boyfriend kembali?

hahahahahah
gatai!

takleh balik perlih lagi doh!
keja berlambak. mak aku dah rindu kat aku dah!
aiyookk!

lalalalalalala!

to abg min: printer tuh kasik je kat aku! kedekut watpe? seb seket duit naim!
to pu3zyranee: hi! sape anda? kite kenal? tak kenal? jum kenal?

dalam dunia kebengongan tul aku nih

lapaq!!
nak cari makan..
nak cari makan!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

se...dua minggu berhari raya!

fuh!

raya this year is quite tiring. starting from thursday after class. there's a lot in mind that cant wait to be written here. sorry aku campurkan the whole two weeks thoughts kat sini. before this malas nak melayan internet yg too damn slow and abg2 yang sebok nak pakai internet. okay! fasten your seatbelt!

- thurs sept 25th

after kalut2 mintak maaf wif lecturer,seniors yg rapat ngan diri ni,and everyone else, we ( me,kakzai,fadzli,fitri,chern,kaylee and qin ) bertolak from poli to stesyen bas. after like half an hour waiting for bus, finally dapat naik tu pun after berasak-asak wif lots of people yg nak balik kampung gak. arrived kat aloq staq around 6.30p.m i think. ( lupa sudah!! ) from penang. my cousin, kak beedah pick me and fitri up at shahab perdana. fitri tumpang aku balik perlis cuz dia nak balik umah makcik dia. kak beedah took us to bazar ramadhan kat stadium. mak oi penuh owg time tuh. after beli stuff for berbuka, we left to mak caq's home. my mak, ayah and bro, akbar waited for me there. lepas berbuka kami pun calo beti! kesian kat fitri that day. he's so damn tired, 3bungkus ayaq dia sapu. then dalam kereta, dia tido all the way from aloq setaq to kangaq. sampaikan mak pun tersenyum. letih sangat kawan aku ni!

- fri sept 26th

abg2 sampai umah except abg noikh. dia celeb raya kat singapore wif my sis in law and LaLa and Arfan. the whole house start bising2 and abg amin pun mula la unpack souvenirs yg he bought from US. aku dapat baju. so was akbar and i dont recall pe yg naim dapat.urm..that day berbuka pun agak cambest. abg amin still calling me fat girl. indeed, aku dah gemok! waaa...

skip days!

- wed oct 1st

HARI RAYA! YAY! hari yg dinantikan! malam raya aku tido pukul 3 pagi and woke up early at 6.30 i think. siap2 cumel, kami pun gi la masjid oran, felda mata ayer. that's the name of my kampung. it only took 5mins to get there. lepas sembahyang raya, whole of us visited kubur2 ahli keluarga yang terlebih dahulu pergi. the sad thing is, this year we've lost my mum's youngest brother due to pancreatic cancer. his sudden lost memang meninggalkan kesan kat family especially mak. she cried when she thought of him. Al-Fatihah buat allahyarham Chik Nik ( Raja Hanif Mas Abdullah Akhir ). lepas ziarah kubur arwah kakak, tok, chik nik, tokwan and few others, we left to rumah tok.

here's the thing, sesudah melangkah masuk umah tok, aku sakit perut sangat2. i thought aku boleh tahan. then, kami pergi istana Arau. mengadap DYMM Raja Perlis. after that, aku bisik kat mak aku, " mak, putri sakit perut sangat2 ni. balik dulu naa.." mak pun kesian tengok aku dah berpeluh2. huhuhu. takbleh blah la aku di pagi raya kali ni. spoil! then, kami beraya la seluruh felda mata ayer and kawasan yang lain. fyi, memang every year, raya first, aku sekeluarga takkan ada kat umah till after maghrib. cuz hari raya pertama adalah hari untuk berjalan for our family.

yg ruginya, none of us except naim took pictures sempena raya. everyone, again except naim, decide to wait for abg noikh balik for next raya haji. then baru tangkap gmbaq. so, takda pics la nak tunjuk kat semua. sorry ya!

skip lagi few days!

- sat oct 4th

balik umah tok kat KL. damn that day jam terok kat highway. somewhere along perak ( while mngadap jam yg terok tuh ) guess who we bumped to? pierre andre and his mum. at first, i was admiring his car from the back while abg amin was driving and naim sitting beside him. then, lepas satria abg min stop tepi his car, baru aku notice his mum, actress khatijah tan sitting at back wif her hair mengerbang cam tak sikat sepuluh hari and pierre yang ngah buat muka sengal ngan jam hari tuh.

abg min drove for almost 14hours that day. 5hours terperangkap dlm jam cuz sepatutnya perlis-kl only took 8-9hours. ayah pun dead tired bila sampai kl. ( we went to kl with separate cars )

mak mula mengatur rumah for us bermalam. malam first at rumah sewa abg min kat taman universiti indah, serdang. next day, abg min bawak us to alamanda for shopping. oh, i forgot to mention, aku time tuh mencari kedai hp cuz sengal ngan handphone yg jatuh the day before bertolak ke KL and causing damage kat button tu. cari punya cari tak dapat juga. sengal gila arr time tuh. then, bertolak ke umah tok kat kampung melayu subang. at first we went to keramat cuz paksu and tok were there at umah makteh. stay kat umah tok for two nites. amatlah boring cuz umah tok jauh ke dalam sikit. nak keluar, i'm afraid i might get lost. but lucky paksu still on leaves and took me, mak and akbar round2 kat damansara. shopping sikit and balik.

day four, the next turn bermalam was at umah makteh kat keramat. there baru hp aku dapat di fix-kan. tapi sekarang keypad aku memang keras tahap batu r. redha je la. asal leh guna. mula2 plan bermalam for a nite only tapi mak extend jadikkan dua malam. after beraya sana sini kat kl tuh, baru balik perlis.

wait, tak habis lagi..urmm..

on the way balik, singgah ipoh jap. beraya umah sedara kat sana. my mak's family originated from kuala kangsar tapi most of them dah moved to ipoh. so, mak nak gi la beraya umah depa then, singgah kulim to get my sijil2 for my UiTM interview. sepanjang journey hujan lebat except at few places. tapi after leaving penang, memang lebat terok! ayah cant see the road, so mak suh bawak slow2. as long as we can arrive home safely. we reached home at 8pm earlier this evening.

memang damn tired!
dah la cuti dua minggu ni tak pegang buku langsung. huhuhu.
nasib baik assignment takda!

this sunday class will start. so, sat ni dah kna balik poli. urm..

bila lagi nak cuti hah?

Friday, September 12, 2008

kamsis yang agak sengal

arghh..
living in kamsis sux!

lifestyle aku as pelajar ipt kat sini jauh beza ngan member member aku kat tempat lain.
pasal tatacara pemakaian kat sini aku tak ralat sangat cuz dah biasa, tapi sampai men paksa paksa lak kat sini. haiishhh..

ada beberapa perkara yang aku tak puas hati sikit..

1. kena turun ( compulsory no xcuse unless for ehem..ehemmm ) solat subuh kat pusat islam every single day. *insyaAllah, bila dah biasa, there will be no complaint on this. tapi yang aku tak satisfy ni bukan pe, kelas start at 8a.m sharp and there'll be no compromise unless you got a very extremely cool and sporting lecturer *like me ('',). solat subuh berjemaah biasanya start dalam 6.15 cuz nak tunggu semua melenggang sampai kat pusat islam tuh kan take time. lepas subuh, fo sho ada tazkirah. tazkirah lak klu nasib tak baik finish dalam kul 6.45. ok, here's the climax, MANDI. kena BEREBUT. typical, pompuan mesti nak bersiap lelawa including me,*hello, aku dah anak dara, mesti nak siap comey comey. silap silap kul 7.15 baru boleh mandi klu pkai turn. klu compulsory on weekend ke, tak la ralat sangat cuz elok gak, takde la terlajak tido ke hape ke.

2. outing pakai baju kurung. ni lagi satu aku nak hangin..
salah si senior senior and pompuan gedix yang sengal, aku yang sah sah skema pun kena tempias. dah mentioned befoe, that, baju tshirt kena lebih paras punggung ( labuh laa), then sluar jeans is a No No. * tapi dak laki pun ada yang bawak, tak kena tindakan pun. bila ustaz nampak dak dak sengal ni kuar pkai tshirt sendat n singkat (baju adek masing2 la senang cer), maka tergazet la rules nih.

3. nak kuar pkai kad outing and klu nak balik kampung, pakai kad balik kampung. arent we all IPT standard students? do we need to be like high school kids all over again?? memang on brightside bagus cuz leh detect pergerakan student, tapi think again, kad balik kampung? kad outing? nape? takleh ke just tulis nama kat pondok pak guard tuh and then let us out?? hairan bin ajaib aku ngan surrounding poli nih. bila lagii nak berdikari? one of my lecturer cakap, life kami kat poli kulim ni langsung tak seperti lifestyle student ipt yang supposed to be FUN! she said, camner nak survived kat uni nanti - klu sambung degree -? memang klu diberi too much freedom, akan ada kes siswi larik ikut boyfriend. tapi itu salah pompuan sengal tuhh..jgn la sebab nila setitik,rosak habes susus sebelanga. pi la titiskan nila tuh kat periuk sendirikk.

ada lagi la rules yang malas dah la nak tulis..*banyak lagi benda aku leh buat..

aku tak baper stuju ngan rule 1 cuz sekarang minggu exam n quiz. so, fo sho ramai study sampai pagi, and planning to take a nap after sahur. dengan adanya rules tuh, bertambah tensi woo..aku frankly dah rebel. aku tak turun pun ke pusat islam tuh eventhough aku sepatutnya jadik contoh cuz aku AJK blok. lantaklahh. ye la aku nih jenis study memalam, so tido tuh memang tak cukup laa. ni plak nak kena berebut bilik mandi lakk. ala, lagipun, senior senior AJK yang terlibat pun bukannya baik n ikut peraturan sangat. kerek je lebih. senior laki rileks je, senior pompuan yang OTT. tapi tak semua. yang mana rebel tuh, yang tuh la aku suka. hehehhehe. aku setakat nih tak langgar peraturan kamsis lagik except yang aku mentioned tadik and did tell you my kad outing penah kena tahan once cuz aku lambat balik dari outing ( it's just 15mins late ) tuh pun cuz aku gi carik makan n damn, kulim was packed and jammed at that time. tapi dah dapat balik after buat surat. so, nama dah ada rekod. first time dalam hidup aku ada rekod buruk, selama ni, even kat sekolah, aku budak 'baik'. rebel pun jenis yang rebel 'baik' gak. tapi kat sini,mmm. tensi wor.tekanan idop.

i cant wait to get home. lantakla nak label aku anak manja ke, *aku menang anak MANJA, lebih lebih ke, tapi try duk sini dulu and then baru cakap. kawan aku yang rata rata penah duk asrama pun cakap duk sini tak best, duk sekolah lagi best. aku jealous ngan member member aku yang agak bebas nak decide life sendiri, tapi aku kat sini, bila dah decide, takleh nak jalan cuz terikat. lecturer aku cakap, klu kamu takleh hidup ngan cara kamsis, better keluar cuz, buat apa duk kamsis tapi tension n plus, potensi untuk buat rekod buruk pun tinggi. dari ada rekod, baik duk kat luar.

yes, i know, duk umah sewa tuh bajet makan banyak and banyak la benda yang tak elok.
tapi, boleh ke aku survived ngan rules kat sini yang sengal tahap cipan?
kalau affecting my studies camne?

buat masa sekarang cam my beloved mak cakap,
"sabaq ja la.."

tapi cam manusia len gak, sabar aku ada tahapnya. jangan sampai aku leh gila dah laa..
aku mai poli ni nak study, bukan nak buat platform untuk masuk tanjung rambutan.


get me outta here!


sabar selagi ada, tahan selagi boleh, ikut selagi mampu..





Thursday, September 4, 2008

ahlan wasahlan ramadhan al-mubarak

dah lama benor tak online...
agak tak berkesempatann...

firstly, selamat menjalani ibadah puasa buat semua yang tengok blog ni..

sepanjang dua tiga minggu nih, baru aku tau, camner culture shock dalam erti kata sebenar..
and i admit that aku hampir hampir ter-culture shock..tapi alhamdulillah, mungkin berkat belajaq kat kigs dulu, aku still alright.

things happened past few days and i wish i could turn back time.

tak pa la..

posa kat sini (poli) agak berbeza dari umah. kalau kat umah, boleh makan lauk pauk yang best best. bukan kat sini tak best, tapi well, there's nothing better than home rite?

ada sorang senior kat sini betul betul mengingatkan aku kat abang amin. bila tengok dia, teringat plak kau kat bro aku tuh. cara both of them sama. cuma perhaps my bro is cooler than abang tuh. hehehhehe.
i'm missing home actually. sahur kat umah, berbuka kat umah. teringat aku tolong bacakan doa makan. urm..maw tak maw kena fit in gak cuz sampai bila nak jadi spoil-brat. tapi the funny part, first day posa, my ayah and abang noikh sibuk call, tanya keadaan aku kat poli ni. huhuhu. taking care bebenor.

teringat first day sahur, tak bangun langsung. 2nd day, melantak nestum cuz aku segan nak turun cafe sorang sorang. semalam, baru jumpa geng yang turun cafe bersahur. huhuhu.
this week aku tak balik umah. aku plan nak balik start cuti nanti cuz sekarang nih minggu quiz and lecturer sibuk nak habiskan silibus for midsem exam nanti.

ehh..ada janji la plak..

well, see you around..

SeLamAt berPuasa!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

i'm home yet i'm bored!

balik umah memang best.
sape cakap tak best duk umah sendiri?
lagi bebas kan?

tp...


BORING SEHH..

nak tunggu member yang cuti balik, cam lambat je lagi. so, i've got no one to lepak lepak with. nak main internet? err..malas la plak. plus this computer is slow! solution = ???

assignment dah start buat. tunggu nak finish je. skema kan? buat awal awal?
saje je cuz aku nak enjoy next week. so, kna la finish-kan in this week gak. next week bestfriend aku balik. bukan anie, tapi ariff. at least leh lepak ngan dia. so, aku tak la boring sangat. dua minggu cuti, tapi tak tau nak wat apa. blurr lagi ada la.

ingat nak shopping benda yg dah kehabisan stok.

tapi my beloved mak said, wait.

one thing for sure, loan ptptn dah masuk. it doesnt mean that i can enjoy cuma lega la gak duit dah ade. kaya sekejap. heheheh. pas abih study, kayap laa..

bila la member member aku nak balik ni??

aku boring sehhh!

Thursday, August 7, 2008

people! i'm home!

yay!

midsem break dah start. tapi aku pun bukan leh enjoy. ade belambak keje nak kene buat.
sampai kat kangaq kul 5.30 petang. ayahanda tersenta amek. huhuhu. 15min after that, keluar ngan anie.
gi minum, jejalan. demam aku tak kebah lagikk.

terpikir gak, dua minggu kat umah nih nak watpe?

member member bukan ade lagik. anie pun nak balik UIA lusa. lone ranger gak la. nak tunggu aref balik, agak lambat lagi laa. urm. actually banyak plan ni. tapi belum tentu leh jalan ke tak.

urm. naak dah balik pahang, ngan ayeh. huhuhu. jeles la gak. hehhehe.

tadi on the way balik aku tido jek dalam keta. pening pala sehh. ni jangkit kat naak r neh demam nehh.

k lah. nak pi unpack barang.

daa.

mane teddy bear aku. winduu...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

new life begins...

classes begin this week.

i took 7 courses (known as modules:they changed them to make it sound cooler i think) as far as i can remember.

i) Fundamental Accounting - which i've never learn before. no clue bout it.
ii) Principles of Economics - just like above. i have no idea.
iii) Marketing - the lecturer, mr.firdaus is sooo C.U.T.E. =p but childish sikit.
iv) Islamic Studies - been expecting this before.
v) English for Commercial Purposes - the lecture's voice is damn slow. cant blame her.
vi) Computer Application - looking forward to dig in the comp.
vii) Co-Curricular activities - didnt start yet.

i'm Diploma in Marketing student ( Commerce Department ) to be specific, DPR 1A.

my Academic Advisor, P.A, Mr Hafidzi Abdul Latif indeed a very cool man. i think we'll gonna get along just fine till 6th sem.

i was elected as assistant monitor in my English class and also as assistant to the level-head ( v4 and i'm satying at level 1). kembang la gak tapi i dont know if i can manage all those things ( plus assignments and other stuffs ; i have a lot in my mind ) well. i'm still struggling to manage my time well, so i can fit in the college student lifestyle.

thank God, Alhamdulillah, my PTPTN application approved today.
at least, i wont be bothering mak and ayah for money anymore. i've been hoping to buy a laptop and stuffs for my convenience.
plus, i'm a internet-addict. huhuhu

luckily at PTSB, it's wireless everywhere.

could be a really great help for my Comp. Application study.

( err..leh caya ke?)

i got home from poly this evening. took a bus from kulim to butterworth with fazli, classmate of mine with his friend, fikri. then, when we reached utterworth, penang, fikri went to find bus to taiping ( he's from there) and fazli and i heading straight to alor star bus. ayah picked me up at shahab perdana ( a bus terminal) but fazli took off early cuz he lives in kedah, so he knows the area well than i do. he was drop at jalan bendahara bus stop (his home's there). so, i was left alone till the bus stopped at shahab. next sat, we'll meet again to go back to poly.

i wont deny that he's cute to look at. but he just a friend. hahahahaha

i've somone else on my mind.

plus, at least i'll feel safe cuz he's a GUY. he can take care of me, at least for my safety.

not that there's no one else from perlis, but, i'm not that click with others and some of them didnt went home this weekend. i guess being as anak manja, i'll be home regularly. leaving na'ak alone in our room. and i wont do something stupid. something stupid here means pegang2 tangan, peluk peluk or else.

fazli and i did not took seats together.

we're just in the same bus.

urm.

we've been given a lot of practises (but not assigments).
i wonder if i could cope with all of them.
i'll try and i'll give my best.

i'll try to finish what have i started.

and get my DIPLOMA.

heheheh
bersemangat nih.


till then, miss everyone.

bila boleh jumpa nih?

Siswi DPR..
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Friday, July 4, 2008

kulim, here i come!

i'm leaving on a jet plane,
i dont know when i'll be back again,
oh babe,
i hate to go..

those lyrics kept on playing on my mind these few days. perhaps it reminds me as i'm going to leave home and be on my own after this. it has been almost 18years i've stayed in this home, my homesweethome. next thing i know, i'm leaving to pursue my studies at politeknik tuanku sultanah bahiyah in kulim,kedah. the longest time i've left home, left the comfort life and being the only daughter to my parents and only sister to my brothers was on Dec 30th 07 up until March 11th 08 which was my National Service Programme, at Kem Tasik Meranti, Wang Kelian. well, even back then, i did not miss my home that much cause my mak and ayah always visiting me, brought me stuffs and foods for my friends. basically, i did not miss the comfort from home that much. and it was only 2months. i'm not leaving on a jet plane actually, my ayah will be driving all the way to kulim from here by our proton saga with mak and also my bro, akbar. i'm gonna spend 3 years of my life there at kulim and be on my own without my parents. of course i'm gonna go back home on holidays, raya and whenever i can but still, i'm gonna be on my own most of the time. it feels weird to leave home actually. i wonder if my bros, abg.min and naim felt the same way i am now back when they left to KL too. i'm leaving tomorrow and stay at a friend of mak's home and on sunday, i'll registering as student of politeknik kulim. i've packed my stuffs and its 3 and half bags full. huhuhu(^_^) indeed i bring a lot of stuff. well, i've been thinking, it was stated in my offer letter that i might going to need to rent house after the first semester. i was like, WHAT? actually it depends on availability on rooms provided.

i'm sure it'll be totally new adventure. a part of me cant wait to be there. hehehe, i'm crazy, aint i?=p

this morning i went to pick up faiz and his friend, ibnu at UiTM Arau and sent them to bus station. at first, he asked me how to get to the bus station here in kangar (* we here call kangaq) from there. i was like, idk cuz so far i've never actually take buses or taxis to travel around here. my dad always take me to wherever. yes, i admit that i'm indeed anak manja. so i asked mak how and she said, "suh la ayah pi amik depa,". i hesitated for a moment cuz if i'm the one who's driving, then its okay but it'll be my ayah. "takpe ka? satgi kut ayah takmau," i answered. "takkanla ayah takmau tolong. tapi lepas ni bagitau la depa naik teksi ka," mak replied. then i told ayah bout it and he's just buat tak tau with me.(*he's always like that). then i told faiz and he was like," takpe ke?". i said it was okay but it'll be the first and last time i'm doing this. then he thanked me. faiz is one of my bestfriend back when we're both in National Service(NS). he's from penang. kulim actually near to penang. funny, he mentioned earlier, " eloklah. i datang tempat you, you pi dekat dengan tempat i,". i just smiled.

so, kulim, here i come. greet me well. show me what you got so i'll be glad to get there.
(^_^)

i missed my friends.
anie,zie,yatie,farha,zatie,ariff,izzat,nadia,yana,sarah,mira,aidila.
i miss you!