friendship

frankly i said i missed all the friends i was very close to back when i was in National Service. and now, my miss 'pocket' is added with my poly buddies. rindu nak lepak lepak ngan ifah, bellamoih and syud. we're very damn close. turun kafe together gether.ahaks. bilik v4-127 tuh memang bilik rasmi aku utk lepak2. huhuhu.

well, for me, friendship amat amat berharga. no man cant live by himself. aku sebelum ni banyak menangis sebab kawan kawan. i admit. even aku leh duk sorang sorang, but i can only survive by having a friend on my side. (bab family tak masuk cuz tajuk utama friendship ye.amek perhatian!) fresh lagi in my living memory, i cried cuz kena pulau dek kawan kawan atas sebab satu kes yg tak dapat nak dinyatakan kat sini. time tu jugak, aku kerap tak gi sekolah. duk umah je. tapi last last aku bangun balik. so, i survived in my high school life. but i still love my friends back at kigs. lagipun, time sekulah kan budak budak lagi.

then here came national service. here, i got so many friends yang i appreciate sgt. we're laughing, joking with each other and did lots stuffs together gether. memang best sgt. of coz la, kat mane2 pun akan ade yg tak puas hati ngan kita, but come to think of it, macam mana nak build self confidence if kita syik nak jadi diri kita berdasarkan kemahuan org lain. jadikla diri sendrik kan? teringat my bro once said, idop ni jgn dengaq cakap org, kalau tak, memang takkan puas la hidop kita. rite? sampai sekarang aku still contact ngan member member plkn. jauh dekat tetap contact.

next, polytechnic. kat sini aku memang agak culture shock la gak cuz aku jumpa banyak jenis spesis manusia yang jarang ditemui. banyak betul perangai and kerenah. tapi kat sini jugak aku dapat member yang best lagi kewl. kira leh buat geng la. ahaks. especially DPR1A. iffah, syud, bellamoih, naak, shila and others. memang happening lah! plus senior senior yang rajin tego, buat lawak.

for me, biar seburuk mana pun kawan tuh, if we ada give and take, tolerant mmg semoi. lagipun, ada untung ke musuh musuh nih? aku tak suka buat musuh. for me, klu ada yg tak suka aku, boh layan je. nak wat camner, if they dont like me, then i can do nothing bout that. tak kenal maka tak cinta. tu je.aku punya banyak teman teman yang sengal lagi cam nak hempok je pale, tapi aku jugak jenis pemaaf. klau ada orang leh terima kelemahan aku, pe salah aku belajar accept people as who they are.rite?

so, sape nak jadik kawan aku?
angkat tangan!!

makan lagikk!

whoaa.
nak diet hapenya?
td dah makan besaq!

hahahaha. just now we had an awesome dinner. ikan bakar with tomyam and sotong tepung goreng with few other extra dishes. yummy! memang sah aku tak boleh diet kat umah ni. gumuks! hahahaha. well, dinner like this one hanya ada jika :
-abg noikh's home
-birthday smbody
-celebrate pe pe?
-adek beradek mai umah
-poket ngah penohh!

earlier, LaLa was brought to the hospital cuz her maktok concerns that she's coughing non-stop even when sleeping. for a 4 year old kiddo, mmg cam alarming ja. dah sampai umah, makan ubat la kanak kanak tuh. siang tadi we went to our kampung ( meself, abg amin (driver), naim (photographer), abg noikh wif kak nana n the kids ) Mata Ayer. kampung ni agak best cuz still ada ciri ciri kampung. cuma development yang semakin ber+ membuatkan all of those will be replace with concretes. plus, in few years, there will be no more yard in front of rumah tok yang lawa and penuh bunga raya yang cantik catik ( various colours )cuz the gomen gonna build a flyover. umah tok dekat ngan railway so, nak buat flyover so that takyah kena stop keta dah kat railway tu nanti. for me, i dont recall any nostalgia except knowing there was a barber place near the house, kedai apek yang selalu jadi mangsa untuk kami beli stuff yg tak cukup bila bertandang kat sana. i remember when arwah tok ada, mak suh aku tido kat sana teman tok. during those times, sejuk giler pagi pagi. and arwah tok susah payah siapkan aku, masak untuk aku. cuz aku budak lagi time tu. such wonderful memories.

now, umah tok hanya digunakan kat tingkat bawah je. tingkat atas dah kosong. urm. i'm thinking that if i can afford it in the future, memang aku akan renovate umah tok supaya jadi umah kayu kampung yang cantik and semua family gathering buat kat umah. angan angan besar sungguh. insyAllah, berkat dengan usaha, tak salah utk berangan, kan?

we went there to have a photoshoot since abg noikh mula memerasankan dirinya. i took advantage too. ahakz!
plus naim tgh mengexpresikan dirinya sebagai seorang photographer.

after that, we went to RFC. having snacks and lepak lepak. pastu balik. then ayah took abg noikh and his kids of cuz, kak nana too to Kuala Perlis. aku tak ikut. tido. hikhikhik. patutla lemak banyak.

and now, aku ngah lepak wif my bro amin dalam bilik.dua dua duk berharap wireless jiran yang kami hacked ni tak tutup lagi. ahakz. jahat gle hacked hak org.

haaarrrgghh
ngantuknya.

nnt la sambung lagik.

i'm chubbier!

gosh.

its been long since last post. well. living at poly without owning a notebook makes me katak living bawah tempurung. plus, the favorite links have been blocked by the wi-fi -camne la nak hapdet-. well. worry no more. i'm back to pick up the pieces i've left since few weeks ago.

sorry for keeping you guessing where the hell i've been m.i.a. *abg amin toksah wat taktaw.

first, announcing to the world, i've quit studying in poly. alhamdullillah. after lots of views, thoughts i decided to go after my dream. well, i dream of becoming a designer since primary and now, getting the chance to do it, it'll be better if i go for it. right? i still gonna miss poly. 6months is not a short period i must say. its a chapter in my journey called life for used to be a marketing student.

next, saving the drama for the soaps, i'm getting chubbier! arghh. gumuks. fatty meri saathi. in other word, i'm making my brothers more happier than ever to call me budak gemok again. suckss.
hahahha. i cant deny that i've been eating quite a lot back when i was in poly. gambar kat sebelah is my image before enroling into ptsb. mungkin time ni dah nampak aku chubby sikit but believe me, at this moment, i can wear my jeans perfectly fit and there was no trouble while wearing it. no inhaling exhaling happened. kira kurus gak laa. makan pun jarang time nih. bukan jaga badan tapi tak lapar *alasan!!. however, abang2 aku still panggil aku budak gemok padahal member2 banyak cakap aku kurus * hikhikhik.

and this one. is the latest me! gosh. barangsiapa tak nampak, kena la jumpa optometris. hikhikhik. and now, i cannot wear my jeans without inhaling and exhaling session. argh. yeah! i'm gonna start diet! DIET! tapi boleh ke? aku diet? -lariiii!dunia nak terbalik!- i've never been on diet before and never planning or even intending to diet also. haiyaa. how to become kurus again maa? makan julap? buang segala toksik dalam badan ni dan tinggal sehari semalam dalam tandas? err. katakan TAK NAK. so, kena xtvate balik body ni. dulu i'm quite athletic. sukan gak la. but now, makan tak ingat dunia. no wonder chubby. sekali makan bantai habis. tak kasi can punya. hahahahha. tambah-tambah aku ni pemalas. *nnt ada la komen yang bakal agree dengan statement ni* i knew itt! well, nak deny watpe? kan abang abang ku sekalian? - i know you guys are reading this!-
well, all in all, i cant wait to embark on new life kat UiTM. bukan sekadar mengejar status pelajar Uni - cuz i got a friend and i really sick of him yang bangga sangat being student Uni while i was in poly- tetapi mengejar cita-cita yang kini terbuka luas peluangnya. and thanx so much to my bros for buying me this NEC VERSA E6300. syukran jaazila ya akhi.
i've got the best brothers in the world and wont trade them for anything. *ermm..klu emas, permata??

well, i wonder how was it gonna be if i'm sitting for my finals and rejecting UiTM. cuz i once said to a friend of mine, " aku dah menyampah ngan uni kat malaysia ni".

that response was due to rejection from ipt on july intake before this. thinking friends yang dapat masuk thru orang dalam adalah unfair and i got rejected even from poly at that time - i got poly after appeal- memang hati terbakar la. lu bikin gua pannaaaaas * bak kata spark dlm rempit.

forget that! i got this chance on my own effort and there's no one gonna stop me reaching it *unless meself*. girl powerr! ahaks. terpengaruh nagn chickflick r nih. aiyook.

till then.
i'll be writing soon.