Wednesday, December 10, 2008

i'm chubbier!

gosh.

its been long since last post. well. living at poly without owning a notebook makes me katak living bawah tempurung. plus, the favorite links have been blocked by the wi-fi -camne la nak hapdet-. well. worry no more. i'm back to pick up the pieces i've left since few weeks ago.

sorry for keeping you guessing where the hell i've been m.i.a. *abg amin toksah wat taktaw.

first, announcing to the world, i've quit studying in poly. alhamdullillah. after lots of views, thoughts i decided to go after my dream. well, i dream of becoming a designer since primary and now, getting the chance to do it, it'll be better if i go for it. right? i still gonna miss poly. 6months is not a short period i must say. its a chapter in my journey called life for used to be
a marketing student.

next, saving the drama for the soaps, i'm getting chubbier! arghh. gumuks. fatty meri saathi. in other word, i'm making my brothers more
happier than ever to call me budak gemok again. suckss.
hahahha. i cant deny that i've been eating quite a lot back when i was in poly. gambar kat sebelah is my image before enroling into ptsb. mungkin time ni dah nampak aku chubby sikit but believe me, at this moment, i can wear my jeans perfectly fit and there was no trouble while wearing it. no inhaling exhaling happened. kira kurus gak laa. makan pun jarang time nih. bukan jaga badan tapi tak lapar *alasan!!. however, abang2 aku still panggil aku budak gemok padahal member2 banyak cakap aku kurus * hikhikhik.




and this one. is the latest me! gosh. barangsiapa tak nampak, kena la jumpa optometris. hikhikhik. and now, i cannot wear my jeans without inhaling and exhaling session. argh. yeah! i'm gonna start diet! DIET! tapi boleh ke? aku diet? -lariiii!dunia nak terbalik!- i've never been on diet before and never planning or even intending to diet also. haiyaa. how to become kurus again maa? makan julap? buang segala toksik dalam badan ni dan tinggal sehari semalam dalam tandas? err. katakan TAK NAK. so, kena xtvate balik body ni. dulu i'm quite athletic. sukan gak la. but now, makan tak ingat dunia. no wonder chubby. sekali makan bantai habis. tak kasi can punya. hahahahha. tambah-tambah aku ni pemalas. *nnt ada la komen yang bakal agree dengan statement ni* i knew itt! well, nak deny watpe? kan abang abang ku sekalian? - i know you guys are reading this!-
well, all in all, i cant wait to embark on new life kat UiTM. bukan sekadar mengejar status pelajar Uni - cuz i got a friend and i really sick of him yang bangga sangat being student Uni while i was in poly- tetapi mengejar cita-cita yang kini terbuka luas peluangnya. and thanx so much to my bros for buying me this NEC VERSA E6300. syukran jaazila ya akhi.
i've got the best brothers in the world and wont trade them for anything. *ermm..klu emas, permata??

well, i wonder how was it gonna be if i'm sitting for my finals and rejecting UiTM. cuz i once said to a friend of mine, " aku dah menyampah ngan uni kat malaysia ni".

that response was due to rejection from ipt on july intake before this. thinking friends yang dapat masuk thru orang dalam adalah unfair and i got rejected even from poly at that time - i got poly after appeal- memang hati terbakar la. lu bikin gua pannaaaaas * bak kata spark dlm rempit.

forget that! i got this chance on my own effort and there's no one gonna stop me reaching it *unless meself*. girl powerr! ahaks. terpengaruh nagn chickflick r nih. aiyook.

till then.
i'll be writing soon.














Thursday, November 13, 2008

blur,blink2,blank!

argghh.

ni yang aku maleh about making choices. choose between two things yang very2 close substitute. aku takmaw merasai opportunity cost. ( bajet blaja eko ). currently aku study kat politeknik tuanku sultanah bahiyah in diploma in marketing. few weeks more, aku akan habis sem 1. the thing is that i got an offer from UiTM for dip in interior design at UiTM sri iskandar perak darul ridzuan ( somehow, the state that i realy2 like most ). so, which one i'd choose? UiTM intake is on 20dec and my poly finals ends on 15 dec. that mean i got 4days holiday before reprogramming my brain for switching courses. 180degrees changes i'm talking bout.

phew!
what should i do?

lots of friends encourage me to enter UiTM ( in fact, i prefer the course ) but the thing is boleh ke aku bawak subjek course tu cuz i've been criticized by the interviewer before of my capability ( referring to my SPM result ) in pursuing this course.

aku
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taktaw laa..
mak!!!



Tuesday, November 4, 2008

bz.tensi.homesick! MAK!!

bz
tensi
homesick

ni la yg aku sedang rasa. i've got a month away before final. my friends back at universities are now struggling their best. lecturers are now rushing up to finish all the silibus before finals. tensi wo! assignments,quizzes,tests and lots of others. damn tired and damned busy. homesick. i missed home a bit. ye la. duk kat kamsis ni serba tak cukup. kat umah nak apa ja mak buatkan, ayah tunaikan. but for sure, i'm renting a house with other 9 friends of mine. the house is 5mins from poli and we've got reliable neighbours. a doctor, a police, a jail warden and the house owner is a jail warden too. so, a lil bit secure i think and my soon-to-be housemates are mt classmates. so, senang nak urus activity rumah.

so far my life kat poli still can be handled. its just bila ada keja, i cant do it rightaway because of not owning a computer/laptop. so, nak tunggu kawan2 habis buat assignment,ym,check emails and lotsa kan mcm sengal ja.

lagipun life kat sini dah agak berubah sikit. i mean, friends. kalau dulu aku bagaikan isi ngan kuku ngan NaAk, but nowadays, suam2 kuku ja. we're not fighting, tak gaduh langsung. perhaps kami tak sekepala. i mean, we're not on the same page. she's in her world and i'm in mine. nak combine both worlds, mmg agak susah.
dunno. tp jgn risaw
kami masih mmpu bergelak ketawa bersama sama. after all, she is my roomate and she's the first person i knew back when first entering this poli.

ok..
its getting really really late
got 8am class tomorrow and its 3am already.

nunite